THE PAST.

2009-10-07T16:17:00.002+08:00

http://peisxz.onsugar.com/

yep thanks :>

I meant to honor you, if I lose everything in the fire.

2009-09-21T18:29:00.003+08:00

Sending all my love to you.

A whole load of drama lately.
But it seems like it's receding back to its normal and boring story again.

I'll be updating much more often at onsugar : click me!

Haha. Well bye.

I MAKE 'EM GOOD GIRLS GO BAD.

2009-09-14T18:12:00.004+08:00

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile (:

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Addictedsxz to helloads of songs now!
I FEEL LIKE SPLURGING ON CLOTHES, DAMMITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
AND AND AND I DONT KNOW WHY I AM ADDICTED TO PET SOCIETY AND NEOPETS.
WHAT THE F***.
I AM REALLY A KID.
YOUR KIDSXZ.
:)

I meant to say,

THAT SONG IS GAYLORD.

HELLOW THERE.

2009-09-12T19:24:00.002+08:00

THE ANGEL FROM MY NIGHTMARE.
THE SHADOW IN THE BACKGROUND OF THE MORGUE.

Okay, today I went for CIP flag day @ Orchard.

CB I FEEL FUCKING FUCKED UP NOW.
DON'T BLOG.
BYE.

Maybe later.

Some no-brainer stuffs. LOL!

2009-09-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

COURAGE CALLED ME BIBI!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA WTF.

Anyway, I wanna have chalets, I wanna have long long talks, I wanna hug someone to sleep.
:(

I MISS BBQUEKKK AND MY DAUGHTERS!! :O

BACK TO BLOGGER! :D

2009-09-08T16:51:00.002+08:00

Hah! I don't know why I decided to revive my blogger again :O
Two blogs?
Probably :D
Anyway, I NEEDA TALK TO JAS THE SUNSHINESILLYGIRL.
I MISS TWOFOUROHEIGHT.
MEHSXZ.
LIFE'S GETTING BAD. BAD ASS.
I'M GETTING SO PARANOIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
WANT COUNSELLING SESSIONS.
LING A LING!!!!!!!!!! WHERE ARE YOUUUUU!!!!
CB I think I'll go take some pills and sleep it off.

...and the memories are starting to seep in.

And how does he feel (sleep alone tonight),
and how does he kiss (sleep alone tonight),
and how does he taste when he's on your lips (with no one here just by your side),
i know you want me to want you i want to.
- Three Cheers For Five Years.

Sad song :(
Hmm...

Stay up all night with the stars,

2009-08-10T13:41:00.005+08:00

Confess all the faith that I had in you, I had in you.

Did Dora really kidnap Kibum?
Or did he really just need to pee?
That is the question.

Hey, guess what?

I stalk 'em.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Just kidding.

More later, going for tuition now.
TUITION SUCKS ASS!
You know why I hate talking to you?
FUCKER.

I moved to onsugar for the time being and planted all the photos there so it'll be not so happenning here for a while!

Just stay tuned and listen to Down by Jay Sean OKAYS????
It's kickass and I'm sure you'll love it.
The only problem with onsugar is I can't figure out how to bring Jay Sean there :(
So yeah!? SOME GENIUS TEACH ME HOW PLEASE! :)

I'll brb to blogger but meanwhile I'll be afk here so like, TTYL!

this place is so empty.

2009-08-07T21:12:00.004+08:00

Was quite disappointed that we didn't catch G.I Joe The Rise Of Cobras or something today :(
Too many people. Suckzx.

But.....
Push and The Ruins were good too.
Crashed Alicia's house and had a movie marathon :)
Happy advance birthday Alicia!
Xiuming and Weilong were hilarious and stuff which was good, haha.

Innerzen's closing up, no! You can't close up!
I have no one to talk to.

Rick, help? Hehe.

Had a funass time with the girls today and Shiuan and Rick during the english punishment stay back :D

Changing ma headerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr,

Nothing's gonna change Pei.
I want to be a sniffer!

When I lose myself, I think of you.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Sorry I'm bad, sorry you're blueeeeeeeee.

2009-08-05T21:46:00.002+08:00

Messed the whole thing upppppppppppppp!

NONG NONG AGO PICTURES.
Oh shit I forgot what I wanted to post about.....

Oh yeah,

Alar going to scold her for eating in the library.

Ha ha bye.

3 4 5

2009-08-01T22:12:00.007+08:00

You know the words, so sing along for me baby.

<3

I'm tackling the blues.
Eeeew. Cliche.
I'm not studying.
I'm screwed up.
I'm so screwed up.

I don't think you want to see me so screwed up or maybe you don't give a damn! :)
But if it cuts you further, I just wanna make it clear that it has nothing to do with you although everyone thinks it's so obvious.
I think it's something else but I can't find the words I'm searching for, we shouldn't take pity on others because nobody wants to be looked down on their abilities and their strength.
"Too late, I'm sure", there are more important things for me to look forward to like goals and shit but I don't understand what my future's getting to and right now I just want to dream on forever.

Shihui, your post's full of chinese characters that I don't really understand and I'm too lazy to decipher so gimme and english summary on that next time or something. Ha ha :)

It's so scary thinking that people will leave you one by one as you grow older and older.
So sleep alone tonight.

It's so fucking scary to be alone.

Locking my blog because it's really too deep inside my heart and personal.

Post edit:
Took the whole chunk of emo rant from the bottom of my heart out :)
I posted them on my other blog :)
I guess I'll be posting all my darkest secrets there.
Because I can do that anonymously unless someone find out about it :O

What makes me so alive.

2009-07-31T20:46:00.002+08:00

Okay the retarded thing I did at Subway on Monday:

Subway person: What would you like to order?
Pei: Er.....er......
Subway person: ?
Pei: Sardine?
Subway person: ??
Pei: Wait ah!
(runs to Bixia)
Pei: *tap her shoulder like siao* Bixia!! Bixia!! What you order!!! FASTER!!!
Bixia: Tuna?
(Pei runs back to counter)
Pei: Tuna!

Subway person: Would you like to toast it?
Pei: No! No!
Subway person: Make it hot?
Pei: Yesyesyes!
Subway person: .____. *proceeds to toast the sandwich*

Subway person: What vegetable would you like?
Pei: *points at green pepper* Pickles! Pickles!
Subway person: Pickles? *points at pickles*
Pei: No! No!
Subway person: Green pepper? *points at green pepper*
Pei: Yesyes! T.T

Paiseh to the maximum manz. I think she thought I like bastard her or something :/
Siansxzsxzsxz.
So many exams are coming again, school's a bore!
I joined Neo Club today, quite fun but I still owe NeoNeo some work :)
I didn't cry in school today siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D :D :D
And and and and I saw little Alvin and said hi to him!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :)

I'm over gting older.

2009-07-30T21:35:00.004+08:00

I'm bringing cute little bread to school tmr :D
Hahahaha, yay thank you Huiling for counselling me. LOLOL!
I just felt like crying for no reason.
Ha ha, I really can't think of a reason. And I don't have xin shi :/
I think maybe I have but somehow I haven't realized it or something.
Today 3/4 and 3/5 had their Chem SPA.
AMMONIA GAS PLEASEZ.

Alvin is like soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo kute.

Ivanish and I @ the CIP.

Also known as the 'Mdm Neo quote book'

Normal shot which Ivan says he looks good here.

My happie scorpie that I scratched off because it was too dangerous for school :(

And......... Pictures taken today!

Sharon and I

Sharon's nails long siaaaaaa.

Bixia

Sharon

Me

Me doing homework. Hahaha no la, actually I'm copying but you can't really tell :)

I'm like super duper lazy to post about raw details nao :(
Anyway I did something retarded (again) this time at Subway.
I'll type it our tmr.
Crashing the crib for nao.
Byez.

Relapse.

2009-07-28T20:48:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday ZhouYang! :)
Hahaha, the funny dorky guy who loves anime.

Anyway, had SPA today.
Screwed it like nobody's business.
I was kinda fucked up today. Kindaaaaa.
Arghsxzsxz starting to think that life's a rut full of merde again.
Merde! YA HEARDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD?!?

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It's just like him, to wander off in the evergreen park.
Slowly searching...for any sign of the ones he used to love.
He says he's got nothing left to live for.
But this time I think you know,

She's just like him.
Spoilt, rotton, confused by the lies she's been fed.
And she's searching for no one... (but hersself).
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy, that she is here...
And this time I think you know,

You're not alone. There is more to this I know.
You can make it out. You will live to tell.

I totally crashed and burned after that.
Why. Why am I doing this to myself, muggerfugger :(

NEW LOVE

2009-07-26T17:07:00.003+08:00

Diana F+ Mr.Pink

I'm sorry DSLR.
BUT I'M SO DITCHING YOU FOR THISSSSSSSSSSS! (L)
HEHEHEHEHEHEHZ.

Need $$$ again :(

Pei is remembering all the great times and wishing they were all back now.
Saddddddddd to the maximumz.

I'm such a Noobstick.

2009-07-26T15:14:00.003+08:00

I just joined Friends For Sale yesterday and I still couldn't get a hang of it.
I want to know how to buy people and make them pick up shit like Joyce said!!! Hahaha...
I saw "A very sad Panda" on sale yesterday at the 'Featured Gifts' columm and I WAS SO FREAKING TEMPTED TO BUY IT but I had no money :(
Oh weillz.

Totally had fun and felt like a kid today :)
AND THE BEST OF ALL IT'S FOR CIP. Woooooooooooooooooppieeeeee.
I thought it'd be kind of lame at first, but it turned out not bad :D
Played some shooting game with Cici AND WAS SO SATISFIED BECAUSE WE SHOOT PEOPLE HAHAHAHAHA. Yeah I love shooting people.
But the arms very tiring sialz.
Then Sharon and I played Guitar Heros and we sucked really bad at it (completed like 24% on the EASY level) so no more Guitar Heros for me until I fully learn how to use that damn thing :(
We also played the drum set thing and the dance thing. Hahahaha like some ding dong kukus but we really enjoyed ourselves much.
Got airbrushed too:

Alvin, Shingyi, Damian, Sharon and I:

Cici, Charlene and I with Mr.SLURPEE:

I (L) Mr.Slurpee and Mr.BigGulp! But too bad we didn't take any photos with BigGulp because...well I don't know why. We just didn't take :(

A true friend is someone who see's the pain in your eyes
when everybody else believes the smile on your face.

If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together... there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe; stronger than you seem; and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart... i’ll always be with you.

Why are you hurting, gum?
Had the best mango pudding today.

designer drugs.

2009-07-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

They were sitting in a car listening to music on a windswept beach in the rain with one year behind them and a lifetime ahead. Summer began singing her song, silencing winter's tears but not the fears. Under cover of the night she told him she wouldn't love again, could never love again. He said but I think you will. I just think you will.

"The past couple days have been hellish. I write blogs in my head that i cant remember..blogs that are actually good.. that tell how i really feel. i replay events over & over, wondering what i could've said to make everything better. I haven't come up with anything yet. "

These few days I've been having flashbacks out of the blue. They were painful, needless to say. But I thought I could hang on a little while more. I met a girl who told me stories and watched the clouds with me when I cry :) If I could I'd run into your arms now and mess up your hair. But nothing's stopping me.

relapse.

I'm falling to pieeeeeeeeecesssssssss, YEA.

2009-07-22T19:51:00.008+08:00

SUPYAWWWWWWWWWW.
Today I got a whole load of disappointment again,
smoke la smoke, smoking is soooooooooo fun rightz.
Today I wanted to buy prawn noodles for lunch but they told me they ran out of prawns and I cried.
Ha ha. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I gotta chill manz!
Monday also, I went to SweetTalk and asked for YAM milktea but that stupid auntie didn't hear the YAM and just gave me milktea and I got so fucking pissed I scolded NB NB NB CB CB CB KNN KNN KNN aloud but not in her face, later she cry sialxz.
:(

Today we had listenning compre and I was sitting behind Damian who was really crappy and made us laugh before the exams which was good because we relaxed a little.
WTF am I talking man!? Listenning compre don't need relax la, I doubt anyone was nervous at all to start with.

Yesterday we went to Ramo's bday buffet.
I think the saddest part was when they found out that the Four Leaf Cake they ordered was not halal and Ramo couldn't eat it. Hehehehz.
I didn't eat it thou, my stomache was stuffed with hotdogs.
I MADE ALOT OF PEOPLE (including Poonyjie) TAKE EMO NEMO PHOTOS WITH ME!!!
HYAHAHAHAHAHA ZAI MANZ.

The other day I went Pizza hut with Bx, Ron, Finn, Ci and Sh and I did the dumbest thing ever.

Pizza hut guy: (walks over) Can I collect the bowls?
Me: Huh? Can I still drink my soup?
Pizza hut guy: ???
Me: I mean, I haven't drink finish yet, can I still drink it?
Pizza hut guy: Er...of course?

Then Bx and the rest like stare at me weirdly and then we burst out laughing because I thought there was some time limit for you to drink your soup and when the time is up they will collect your bowl and you cannot drink already .___.
WTFFFFFF!! It's all because the last time I went to Pizza hut they took away my bowl when THERE WAS STILL EFFING SOUP IN IT!
I remember looking at my bowl longingly when the waitress took it away,
BUT SHE IGNORED MY "WHERE'S MY SOUP GOING..." LOOK AND TOOK THE BOWL AWAY.
How can she do that! I paid for it y'know! :(

Anyway, yeah I had a great time these few days 'cept for the PMS-ing part at night (I think I contracted the Alvin-emo-at-night-diesease).

PICTURES!

Pizza-ing:

Buffet-ing:

THE BALL WITH HORNS.

Racial Harmony Day:

ONE MORE TIME!

Ivan took this when I was crying over my prawn noodles.

TOWKAY NEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! (L)(L)(L) Hahahaha the cutest teacher ever.

MSN moments:

^With Alvin on contracting his diesease :(

^Wenjie's 'quality' drawing. LOL.

My smiles are living on the hilarious things the lovable retards do in school everyday :)
And Towkay Neo's cute quotes :D
SHE IS GOING TO USE THE PENCIL CASE WE BOUGHT HER SHE IS GOING TO USE THE PENCIL CASE WE BOUGHT HER SHE IS GOING TO USE THE PENCIL CASE WE BOUGHT HER! :)
I got this comment 'Oxymoron' on my Chem SPA trial paper when I got it back and I was quite surprised for a moment cuz I thought 'Oxymoron' had something to do with being a moron.
Mrs Goh was fine today, probably cuz I did my english compo :)
Maths was a bore as usual :X
Geog was enjoyable like forever (L)
Nothing else much on today :/

I DID MY PHYSICS HW KAY.
Bye guyz.

NB, CCB, KNN, KB, XL KNNB, whatever you like.
Support the "Stop-The-Vulgarity, Use-Acronyms-Instead" campaign.
Created by me, sponcored by I.
LOLOLOLOL.

facebook is so happenning sometimes.

Guinew Moon

2009-07-21T09:32:00.004+08:00

I really really really wanna buy Petey now :D :D :D
GUINEA PIGS ARE SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I think I disabled my smileyfunction on msn or something, I can't see all the smileys!

Going for Ramo's birthday buffet later! :)

I'm starving myself for Ramo's buffet later! Ha ha, was quite bored so I decided to blog again. WOOOOOOLHOOOL. Hahahahahahahahahahaha. On high.
I think I'll PMS later again :P
Wanna go Haji lane shoppaing! MEEP MEEP MEEP MEEP MEEP I MISS EVERYONE ALREADY!
The dress code is BLACK&WHITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YAYAYAYAY.
ANYONE GOT GUINEA PIGS TO SELL????????????????????????????

You want some, come get some. MF.

2009-07-19T20:43:00.005+08:00

Went Thomson to eat just now.
Saw lovely girl Victoria :)
saw Mdm chan and talked for a bit.
Now I'm home and bored like fuck.

CBCBCBCBCBCBCB I'M SO FUCKING FUCKED UP NOW.
SLUTS SLUTS SLUTS SLUTS THEY GET ALL THE BOYS BUT THEY ARE SO FUCKING SLUTTY.
WHY WHY WHY WHY DO YOU THROW YOURSELF AT THEM YOU FUCKING MOTHERFUCKER.
I think my brain's fried. GAYLORD.
AT TIMES LIKE THIS I CAN IMAGINE MYSELF SITTING IN A CORNER AND CRYING
BUT THAT'S SO NOT REALITY.

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why.

I never thought much about MJ or his death but it seems like Jay's thinking has got into me too.
I've always thought his death didn't matter to me or didn't really change my life (not like it does now) but,
after reading Ruiting's post on Michael Jackson's Little Suzie,
I felt so empty and so full of regret.

Everyone's so sweet it's giving me a toothache :)
But it makes me feel even more ashamed of myself. Critically ashamed.
Sorry for all the bad things I did or things that I didn't do.

Man, what the fuck is wrong with me.

Just take me away.

You're not alone, there's more to this I know.

2009-07-19T16:24:00.002+08:00

Finally something funny!
I'm like really bored and having this no life moment in my life now :(

Just now, I studied a bit of maths and ate seaweed.
Before that I went to a coffeshop and read Teens mag.
Just a little while after that, I tried a Meiji chocolate sweet.

Boring hor?

WHAT THE BUCK!

2009-07-18T20:38:00.002+08:00

I'm ignored by people because of DOTA!
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. SCREW YOU DOTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! (haha)

I walked into a badminton net just now.
Loser much! How much do you want to see that?

IF ANYMORE PEOPLE TELL ME THEY'RE FAT, I'M SERIOUSLY TURNING ANEROXIC.
IF ANYMORE PEOPLE TELL ME THEIR HAIR COCK UP, I'M SERIOUSLY GONNA SHAVE OFF MY SIDEBURNS.
:D

Oh, I remembered what I wanted to post about already!
I LOVE MOHAWKS!
If I were a boy, I'd cut mohawk.
Screw that, I can go cut mohawk now!
Or maybe I should do a Fauxhawk. Or a Dreadhawk.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. HAWK HAWK HAWK HAWK HAWK HAWK HAWK HAWK HAWK.
CORN ROWS.

LOL. Hehe.

I'd hate to be you when people find out what this song is about.

2009-07-18T14:55:00.005+08:00

When people show you their sexy middle finger and say "Fuck you",
it's only polite to show yours back and say "Fuck you too" with a big wide smile!

Went for archery today!
Actually I have nothing to post about but yeh I'll just post for fun HEHEHEHEHSXZ.

DID I TELL YA,
HOW MUCH I LOVE ALL TIME LOW \m/

oh ya, I'm really really bored and trying to do physics now...

Mayday Parade - I'd hate to be you when people find out what this song is about

and we both go down together
we'd stay there forever
just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
and never let go

well i'm thinking of the worst things
that i could say to you
but a promise doesn't mean a thing anymore
and this never will be right with me
and now you're trying to desperately
but i'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say

and then we both go down together
we may stay there forever
i'll just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
you never let go
but i let go

i could only sing you sad songs
and you could sing along
and you could see the melody
that's been calling out your wrongs
and this never will be right with me
and now you're trying to desperately
but i'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say
but i never told you everything
i'm losing hope and fading dreams
and every single memory along the way

and then we both go down together
we may stay there forever
i'll just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
you never let go
but i let go

and we both go down together
and stay there forever
just try to get up

and then we both go down together
we may stay there forever
i'll just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
you never let go
but i let go

Lifehouse - Blind

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

after all this time
would you ever wanna leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
and I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me dies when I let you go

Cornflake, Corn rows.

2009-07-17T16:55:00.005+08:00

SUJU SPAMMMMMMMMM!

(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)
Hahahahahaha cool siaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
I think the MV is supposed to be emo but whenever I see Heechul and Shindong's face I burst out laughing. HEHEHE.

The front part:
*Music starts playing*
Dance, dance, dance, dance,
Stick it in me hoe, stick it in me hoe, stick it in me hoe, stick it in me hoe,
HO-OH, HO-OH, HO-OH, HO-OH, HO-OH, HO-OH (pokemon)
Sorry sorry sorry sorry~.....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Stick it in me hoe. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
That's what I hear. LOL!
Anyway the dance step quite easy leh! Like washing hands like that HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Cuteeeeeeeeeeeee sia Sungmin :D

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So anyway, had corn rows yesterday and today!
Hahahahahahhaa. I didn't undo the corn rows that Jas tied for me last night.
I actually washed my hair with it HOHOHO.
Turned out fine, and now it's gone and my straight hair is backkkkk!
Ha ha, got 2 dunno what insect bites on my toe area. VERY ITCHY SCREW YOU NB!

Anyhoo, introducing the Cool/Gig Gang!
Wahahahahaha, actually we had a very cool and funky wunky walk but Poonyjie the self-acclaimed leader replaced it with some toody toot chicken walk :(
LOL, yesterday was lullllllllllllllll to the maximum.
I thought the BTNR trip was gg to be funass but it turned out o-k-a-y in the end :(
My air plant is sitting on my table in school, I forgot to bring it home again.
Pete is it's temporary name until I get my guinea pig, then I shall think of another name for the air plant.
Hopefully before it dies in ma hands.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa FACK FACK FACK FACK FACK I'm so screwed up lately, I think schooling is a bore and I want to pon pon pon pon as much as I can :(
I hope that xialan Goh doesn't get me into deep shit.

On a lighter note, I went pepper lunch and ate beef just now.
And and and I did talk to someone for quite long and managed to sustain the conversation even though I thought I'd not be able to :D
Borrowing ETHNIC costume from Jay on Monday :)

I am so sad. I am turning into a screwed upside down person.
(Dont wantttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.)

YAYAYAYAY.

2009-07-15T21:20:00.004+08:00

Changed maaaaa blogskin. LOLOL.
NICE NOT.
I think the header quite cool.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I'm hungry T.T
I lazy to post about today.
Hehe. I'll post tmr.
DOING GEOGRAPHY FOR MDM NEO NAO.
HEEHEEHEEHEEHEE (L) Mdm Neo is so cute.
Hokay, don't know why I feel like I'm on high nao.

Sum41 - Pieces (L)
I don't know why. It's like my life song now. I can so totally relate to it.

The last train is leaving.

2009-07-14T20:29:00.006+08:00

Came back to edit my blog post!

Happy birthday Brisha! (L)(L)(L)
Hope you had a fun day today, how come you look so sad :(
Don't sad! You sad I will sad also :3 :3 :3
Hehehehehehesxz. How was the birthday cake that we made SPECIALLY for you? :D
To us, you're always the special one and only Bixia that likes to do stupid funny funny actions to make us laugh and say things like 'i like to socialize with my butt' :) YESSSSSSS! THE ONE AND ONLY UNIQUE BIXIA WHO LOVES HEECHUL!
Sorry for not talking to you much today and give us some time on your bday present okay? We'll do a great job I promise! :D CHEERUP! Don't be happy that you left one day to live or somethin' cuz we'll all be very very very sad!
Thank you for always comforting me during sec 3 camp, haha I don't know why but I remember that the clearest I think it's because I felt so lost and you came and told me everything was going to be okay and everyone will be there for us SO WE WILL ALL VE HERE FOR YOU I knoe it's so cheesy but I really mean it from the bottomest of my heart so please don't cry on your birthday because it's so special! :)
Lucky to have you as a friend, you can always look me up. Really. Even just for a talk. I'm just next door girl.

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JW AND I! HEHEHEHSXZ.

DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYVEEEEEEE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (L)(L)(L) *goes crazaye*

TADAAAA! All the rest of the photos from Gig day :)
Runnin' low on words cuz I gotta fly, and do math.

Last but ain't least,

WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA.
Cuteeeeeeeeee eh.
Hahahahahahahahahaha, told you I'mma post it :)

Updating 'bout today!

Heheh. Today we had one hour of free period just before recess!
WOOHOO!!! LONG LIVE LKWEEEEEEE. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
So Jas, Jay, Vic and I went to the basketball court and sat in the middle of the pokeball thingy and told ghost stories! TEEHEE.
YAYAYAYAYAYAY I'mma do something crazy with my hair after prom.
HAHAHA LIKE REALLY REALLY CRAZYYYYYYY.
Andddddddddddddddddddddddddd....Emo boisxzsxzsxzsxzsxz *shy* LOL!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA.
No la, just kidding.
Oh shit I'm like doing maths and blogging and IM-ing with two emo nemos right now.
No mood to blog already. LOLOLOLOL.
I hate changes in life but it's hard for people not to change so we've got to deal with it. Even though it's painful but.... OH WELL IT'LL COME AND GO LIKE THE BREEZE.
Pray. Go as the breeze. I'll get over :)
CHEERUP PEOPLE! SO MANY EMO NEMOS AROUND NOWADAYS.
I like emo but I don't like it when people are really sad.
No, please. :(

LOVE AND BYE!

Sweat and snow.

2009-07-12T11:39:00.003+08:00

Long long long overdued pictures of the botanical garden trip.
Teehee.

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On friday,
Sunshine and Fake lesbian had their Chi oral. Ha ha.

:)

YT's expression before the oral .___. Ha ha. Cuteeeee.

So then after their oral exam we went Nebo to eat.
Didn't go FEP in the end.
Ate some (very nice) spaghetti thingy with fish and some mushroomy sauce.

LOL I look so gay here.

Act shy only.

Jas & Wingsang.

Nice sia.

Then we played Headbandz. Hahahaha. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
We looked effing ridiculous with a card stuck on our foreheads.
Everyone who walked past stared like this: o_________O
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. Ha ha but the most epic one was some uncle that walked past and made a goddamn O_O face. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
His face was like .___. at first, then he looked up and went O_O
LOLLLLLLLLL! FUNNY LIKE DUNNO WHAT SIA.
But seriously! SO MANY PEOPLE STARED! And they all like smiled at us or am chio like we're doing something stupid like that.
Quite fun leh. At least we made people laugh.
And provided cheap entertainment for them :D
Ha ha OMG I can't forget the expression on the uncle's face.

......O_O

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA x100000000000000000000000000000000000000.

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Yesterday, I went to Ron's house with Shihui and we made some shit.
:)
Then I changed and got ready to go out.
Auntie was 45 minutes late because he had a bad hair day. And he thinks he had a tummy.
So we all ended up 45 minutes late for the gig.
Oh well, awesome experience though!
Never tried that before, it's quite cool and there're alot of things to see :)
Hehehehehehehsxzsxz. So many cool people we all got intimidated even before reaching the entrance.
Ha ha we looked quite cute I must say, 5 people standing far far away from the entrance and huddling (actually only the girls did that la) together and whining (okay it's us too) and saying how scary it looks like from the outside.
Hehe. But yeah, I expected more actually.
(Like people getting drunk and more cat-calling and \m/-ing)
Gerald is so cool! He's like one of 'em!
Ha ha. The gig ended like 15 minutes after we stood there.
Then we headed to Cine where we walked aimlessly at first and then decided to snack somewhere (I don't know what's that place called).
and....................camwhoring~

Jas and I :)

Jaslyn and a bit of Yiting hehe. I think my hand too short.

Yiting and I :)

HEEEE.

Buddha's palm HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA x100.

Jas, Ivan, Gerald.

Cuteeeeeeeeeee.

Yiting's emo nemo shot!

Ivan'semo nemo shot!

Our emo nemo shot!

Wanted to pose like licking the guy on the wall's ..... :D
But it's so vulgarish and me not vulgar at all.
More photos in Ivan & Yiting's phones which I haven't gotten yet :)

JIGPY sounds cute. Ha ha. Credits to Jaslyn the sunshine!
Byebye.

Nothing personal

2009-07-09T21:17:00.005+08:00

Break your little heart.

Wide awake, my mistakes so predictable
You were fake, I was great, nothing personal
Im watching, whos laughing now
(Whos laughing, whos laughing now)
Im wasted, wasting time
Slept for hours, but youre wasting lines
Pretty face, but the chase aint worth the prize

Im gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall, laughing all the way to the hospital
cause theres nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
Im gonna break your little heart in two

Party queen, cause a scene, so ridiculous
Little dress, maybe less, so conspicuous
Youre falling, whos crashing now
(Whos crashing, whos crashing now)

Im wasted, wasting time
Im holding on, but youre left behind
Pretty face, but the chase aint worth the prize

Im gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall, laughing all the way to the hospital
cause theres nothing surgery can do

Im gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door, sew yourself shut and now youre begging for more
cause theres nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
Dont be so sentimental, no, this love is accidental
So give it up, this was never meant to be more than a memory for you

Im gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall, laughing all the way to the hospital
cause theres nothing surgery can do (oh, oh, oh, oh)
Im gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door, sew yourself shut and now youre begging for more (Dont be so sentimental)
cause theres nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two

Damned if I do ya.

I fought it for a long time now
While drowning in a river of denial
I washed up, fixed up, picked up
All my broken things

'Cause you left me
Police scene, chalk line
Tequila shots
In the dark scene of the crime
Suburban living with a feeling
That I'm giving up
Everything for you
(For you)

Oh, oh, oh
How was I supposed to know
That you were oh, oh, over me?
I think that I should go
(Go!)
Something's telling me to leave
But I won't
'Cause I'm damned if I do ya
Damned if I don't

It took a lot to take you home
One stupid call
And I end up alone
You made up, dressed up, messed up
Plans I set in stone

And you may be too
But i dont like dancing in the alley
With a streetrat night life
Can't keep living with a feeling
That I'm giving up
Everything for you
(For you)

Oh, oh, oh
How was I supposed to know
That you were oh, oh, over me?
I think that I should go
(Go!)
Something's telling me to leave
But I won't
'Cause I'm damned if I do ya
Damned if I don't

Make a fool of myself
When you hang around
When you're gone
I'm a match that's burning out
Could've been, should've done
What I said I was going to
(Said that I was going to)
But I never promised you
(But I never promised you)
Promised you, promised you

Oh, oh, oh
How was I supposed to know
That you were oh, oh, over me?
I think that I should go
(Go!)
It never took a fool
To see the things that I won't
'Cause I'm damned if I do ya
Damned if I do ya

Oh, oh, oh
('Cause you left me)
How was I supposed to know
(Police scene, chalk line)
That you were oh, oh, over me?
(Tequila shots in the dark scene of the crime)
I think that I should go
Something's telling me to leave
But I won't
'Cause I'm damned if I do ya
Damned if I do
Damned if I do ya
Damned if I don't

LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L).

Lost in stereo

Lost in stereo, lost in stereo
Lost in stereo, lost in stereo

She works for the weekend, mix tape of her favorite bands
Tearin' up the radio lost in the stereo sound

She's trouble in a tank top pretty little time bomb
Blowing up I'll take you down
Living in the radio lost in the stereo sound

She's dancing alone, I'm ready to go but she's so
(Lost in stereo, lost in stereo)
She's out of control, so beautiful
(Lost in stereo, lost in stereo)
And I've been waiting for so long but she'll never know
I'm losing hope 'cause she's so
(Lost in stereo, lost in stereo)

Shake down on a Saturday
Sit back gotta catch my breath
'Cause every time I see her I know she's gonna take it back somehow

Tattoos and a switchblade attitude
Snakebite heart with a bubblegum smile
Sex in stereo don't turn the radio down

She's dancing alone, I'm ready to go but she's so
(Lost in stereo, lost in stereo)
She's out of control, so beautiful
(Lost in stereo, lost in stereo)
And I've been waiting for so long but she'll never know
I'm losing hope 'cause she's so
(Lost in stereo, lost in stereo)

And I'm just like cellophane 'cause she sees right through me
I know she's glitter and gold
And that's just the price I pay when I don't even know her name
She's slipping away

She works for the weekend, mixtape of her favorite bands
Tearin' up the radio lost in the stereo sound

She's dancing alone, I'm ready to go but she's so
(Lost in stereo, lost in stereo)
She's out of control, so beautiful
(Lost in stereo, lost in stereo)
And I've been waiting for so long but she'll never know
I'm losing hope 'Cause she's so
(Lost in stereo, lost in stereo)

She's dancing alone, I'm ready to go but she's so
(Lost in stereo, lost in stereo)
She's out of control, so beautiful
(Lost in stereo, lost in stereo)
And I've been waiting for so long but she'll never know
I'm losing hope 'cause she's so
(Lost in stereo, lost in stereo)

All Time Low - Nothing Personal \m/
I wanna buy the albummmmmmmmmm :(

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it.

2009-07-08T20:53:00.004+08:00

Yooooooooo!

Crashed this girl's place on Monday.

(More @ Pop Pop's blog or facebook!~)
Haha, we totally facebooked.
But we did complete some maths too!
YAY US. LOL.
I totally digggggggggggg my playlist like whaaaaaaaaaaaat!
Ha ha, if anyone has any of the songs there PLEASE SEND MEEEEEEE.

Oh, I have chinese Oral tmr. FMLLLLLLLL much :(

Went library with Ron ytd.

I'm doing maths tuition homework now.
AND ADDICTED TO "You think you gangsta cuz you did time, well listen here gangsta don't cross the line~ Be careful with fire~~ (It'll burn you!)"
Hahahahahahahaha ♥
And the other awesome songs too.
MDM NEO IS SUPAAAAAAAAAAA CUTE x 100000000.
I wanna bring her home!
Ha ha. (Bx asked me for what, but I don't know. Don't you want to bring something home when it's cute?)
TEEEHEEE.

OH AND GUESS WHAT.
No don't need to guess cuz I'mma tell ya,
I TRIED BEEF FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE LIFE TODAY!
Dried beef cubes in fact :)
AND BOY ARE THEY GOOOOOOOOOOOD!

More dried beef cubes for me :)

PIGPIGPIGPIGPIG JELLY YAYAYAY

2009-07-05T19:25:00.004+08:00

Yo.
Check out my hair.

LOL, I was bored.
Look, can you see it?

I spent one fucking hour on that freaking thing!
Just kidding. Ha ha.

Went all around SG to look at pets today.
Freaking cute.
Saw puppies on sale and hamsters, guinea pigs, rabbits....
I hope my Daddy likes this:

cuz I'm gonna get one :D
One big, fat guinea pig that's lively and does not sleep all day.
I'mma name it Pete.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I'm going to make Daddy get rid of his fisheys and take care of Pete instead :D

Hehehehe. I used up my cam batteries again.

Poterize or somethin'.

Purple hair! OMGSXZSXZ!

:) :) :) :) :)

I feel like making headers :O

Nothing much today, me hungry now.
Going to watch Wa Meng Ti Wa Meng Ti now.
BYE :)

"1, 2, 3,"

2009-07-03T17:17:00.005+08:00

This post contains a little explicit contents. Which are MOST likely harmless unless you're a prude or somethin'. (Get a life)
:)

Scottie doesn't know!
Scottie doesn't know!
Scottie doesn't know!
Scottie doesn't know!
So don't tell Scottie!
Scottie doesn't knowwwwwwwwwww.
*dance around*

Facebooks:

Brandon shuffles the paper in the hat and you pull out 2 numbers. You drop one back in, and look at the other, 3. Sinclaire reads it and giggles. "That's me." You smile, this should be interesting. You walk into the closet and he grabs you by your necklace into a deep kiss. You ingore the sting around your neck from where the fishing lineΠsagainst your skin. He then forces you to the floor, unzipping your pants. You quickly sit up and re-zip your zipper. The look on his face went from amused to angry. He slams you back on the floor and you try to scream. His hand is covering your mouth...and your nose. You eventually pass out and when you wake up your surrounded by the other 3 guys. His twin brother, Elijah, stares at you in pure horror and confusion. "_____, what'd my brother do to you?" That's right, Sinclaire. You sit up and your eyes bolt around the room, you don't see him. "Don't worry, we kicked him out." You explain what happened and they all looked shocked. 2 days later, Sinclaire calls you. "What do you want Sinclaire?!" "Listen, I'm sorry for what I did, really, I am. After accidently knocking you out, I tried to wake you up, it didn't work. I started to cry, I thought I'd killed you! I didn't do anything after you passed out, I swear. Can I make it up to you?"..."I don't know. How?" "How about a date with me?" "Fine." You go on your date with him and he doesn't touch you the entire time. He walks you up to your porch and thanks you for the second chance. You nod silently and turn to open your door, you freeze, re-thinking the evening. You turn and run after Sinclaire who was almost at his brother's car by now. "Sinclaire!" He stops and turns around. "Yeah?" You run up to him and give him a kiss on the cheek. "I forgive you." He smiles and turns back around to the car. You ask him out a week later and become high school sweethearts. He never proposes because of what happened. So, you never marry him, but you have 5 kids with him and live peacefully until he kills you.

"but you have 5 kids with him and live peacefully until he kills you." ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL HAHAHAHAHA WTF XD

You picked out your number. The room goes all quiet, you feel your face go red with embarrassment, I tell you to go and wait in the closet, you walk into the closet, just as soon as your about to close the door, a cute emo boy is standing infront of you with his head down. You recognize him, but you don't know who he is properly. You sit down next to him and you guys start talking. You tell each other your names and you carry on talking, after you have a small conversation, its all quiet. Your about to say something, but he puts his finger on your lips to stop you from talking, he kisses u u kiss him back and he says "Ive liked you since we were in the same class, I was too ashamed to talk to you as I always thought you were too good for me" You just stare at him, feeling so touched in your heart. He quietly asks you out, and you say yes. I then call you two out, you walk out smiling and sit with him for the rest fo the night. You live happily ever after and get married :D AWWW

Awwwwww...

You pull out a 1 and show it to the guys. Brandon looks over your shoulder when no one stands up. "Heh, that's me." You and Brandon walk into the closet and as soon as the door closes he starts kissing you. You can feel his tounge piercing knock against your teeth as you deepen into the kiss. He takes off your sweatshirt and starts to take off your shirt. You pull away once you realize what he's doing. "_____, let me see." You violently shake your head "no", but while you had your eyes closed, he walked up to you and lifted your shirt just past your belly button. You stare at him and he seems confused, almost like there's nothing wrong. He moves his hands toward the small of your back and feels the scars. He stares at you in an ever deeper confusion. "Why?" You tell him that your older brother takes a knife to your stomach when you're sleeping. His eyes start to water, and he starts kissing you again. Then someone knocks on the door. "Time's up!" It's Sinclaire. He opens the door and sees you crying hysterically, he slowly closes the door and you and Brandon walk out hand-in-hand 2 minutes later. After the party, he asks you to go out with him. Not wanting him to hear your voice cracking, you silently nod. He smiles and pulls you into a kiss. You and Brandon are together for 4 and a half years until you think it's time to see other people. You're apart for 2 months and then get back together. He asks you to marry him 2 days later and you say "yes". After graduation, you and him go to the same college and have twins a year after college lets out.

WTF.

You reach into the hat and pull out a 2. Elijah looks at your number and says "Nate, that's you." "Huh?" He had dozed off. "Oh, right." He walks over to you and pulls you up off the carpet. He opens the closet door and motions you inside. He follows you and you sit in a chair placed in the middle of the "room". He walks over to you and reaches for your hand and gently kisses it. "Hello, I'm Nathin." You stare at him in shock, no guy had ever been this nice. "I-I'm ______." "Nice to meet you." You nod. He pulls up a chair next to you and takes your hand in his, slowly petting it with his fingers. YOu look at each other for a while and then slowly move in for a kiss. "Hey! Time's up!" So close! "Hey, _____. Call me later?" "Yeah, sure." When you walk out of the closet, you walk over to where he was sitting and you sit down. He sits down next to you, lays his head on your lap, and falls asleep. You wake him up when the party is over, (boy, is he a heavy sleeper) he smiles and slowly sits up. He kisses you, and you kiss him back. Then you guys move into a spare room and start getting serious. He slowly moves his kisses to your stomach, stopping at your belly button ring. You giggle and sit up because you hear someone coming. You exchange numbers and call him the next day. You and him remain "Friends with benefits" for a month until he finally asks you out. "What took you so long?" " I was nervous." You laugh and kiss him gently. He accidently gets you pregnant and bails out. But, then comes back when he realizes how much he misses you, 5 months later. You grow up and get married and have 2 more kids.

"He accidently gets you pregnant and bails out." Typical.

jason the cute sensitive emo stands up . you get up and he follows you . you go into the closet and he introduces himself you say heyy and you both start to make out . a few minutes later he asks you if you would be his girlfriend you say yes almost emediatly. after awhile, you hear your friends say times up! you both walk out holding hands . you end up staying together for awhile untill one day he gets hit by a bus a dies. you are found dead, 2 days after u commit suicide by you mum who walked in the house realised u werent in went to the bathroom and saw pool of red blood everywhere xx im sorry

Oh my god this is so sad :(

Hahaha facebook quizzes are so interesting. LOL.

"but he really damn cool sia! He dress like n***. Hahahahahahahahaha. But he looks like american born chinese and has this AMAZING american accent when he speaks english."
-Pei.

:D

ROFL

2009-07-02T17:32:00.008+08:00

Post edit:
I'm such a fucker lately. I think I have anger management problems.
I can't talk to my father without dissing him in every sentence.
I don't know why. Why? Why am I such a fucker?
I've been exposed to some reality lately that scares the crap outta me.
Stuff that are not morally right but I can't seem to bring myself to say that it's wrong and we shouldn't do these.
I'm scared. I can't help but think about it ALL DAY.
Can someone help me out? I've talked about it casually with people before but now that I've seen it and kind of have a gross understanding to it,
I CAN'T HELP BUT FREAK OUT!
Like why are these people like this?
I feel like crying cuz suddenly I see more to this side of the world and YA, it's scary. I don't know what it means to you but I can't accept it. Yet.
And I feel so wrong. About how the world works and whatnot.
SO SO WRONG. I'm blind all the while! KAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA.
I'm so sorry. I'm soaking in self-pity right now, just floating around and twirling ripples.
Truth to you, I don't want to be a normal person. I want to be someone.
Someone with a place. A big place. I'm greedy. Why can't I be that person?
Why can't I take that place of your's? When you're in mine.
Why do I feel so lowly-looked upon, like you're despising me, you think I'm just a kid,
why don't you teach me anymore? Teach me how not to be a kid? Like you used to.
Why do I feel humiliated when I do stupid things for you, while you, stand watching.
Why am I fighting all these emotions ALL ALONE WHILE YOU MOTHERFUCKING DON'T KNOW ANYTHING, and will never be bothered to.
Because I'm just a kid. I'll never understand.
CONTROL THAT.

Read some posts that I posted wayyyyyyy long time ago and realized that some read already quite stupid.
Ha ha, and also will offend people one.
Someone googled for L****** fight Z***** and came to my blog.
WAHAHAHAHA. Internet scares me sometimes.
Anyway I just feel so fucking sian today because something BAD happened again.
That made me very suan for the whole day.
SUCKS SIA.
I don't feel like going school tmr.
OH MY GOD I AM REALLY DAMN SIAN NOW.
FUCK LA.
Actually you can summarize this post in one word:

Sian.

HUA CHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII XD

2009-07-01T20:06:00.002+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG WATCH IT. OKAY?

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
*dies*
HE'S SO CHARISMATIC! ><

Make-a-wish necklace!

2009-06-25T11:14:00.004+08:00

LOL Cute huh, went IKEA for beads.
Then went to some ulu shopping centre @ Queenstown and bought.....

Make-a-wish horoscope necklace!
For 5 bucks only and it looks quite pretty so we bought it :D
Finnnnnnnnn :)

Meeeeeeeee :)

Ciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :)

How it looks like inside.

First step: open up the thingy.
Second step: Take out the can.

Don't eat whatever content that's inside or else.....

They even gave a spoon!

Third step: Make a wish.

Fourth step: Open the can, (you may want to hold your breath cuz it's f*cking smelly!) and you should see something like this.

Mine!

Finn's!

Cici's!

Fifth step: Place the pearl in the necklace.

Finn's :) See the Taurus sign on the necklace~

Cici's :) Aquarius.

Mine :) Pieces.

And your wish will come true! (May be bullshit though.)
Anyway, there're 6 different colours for different things:

White - Health
Cream - Happiness
Peach - Love
Lavander - Wisdom
Gold - Wealth
Black - Mysterious -.-

Finn got white while Cici and I got cream.
YAY I'm getting happiness. LOL.
OK that's all. GGS tore us down but I guess the process was kind of exciting and I got to buy super cheap bread at 9 in the dark :)

Wear your wish around your neck,
968 5669 4 947433 367 968.

几闷的啦！！！

2009-06-23T13:38:00.004+08:00

Rant first, pictures later. Please don't know who I'm talking about.
NOT MY PASAR :D

As promised,

^ Works wonders with saturation. Looks like the sea hardened or something.

Peace out, xoxo.

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今天心情怪怪的。。。
突然想用华文来post。

好啦，也没什么的。。。
只是，肚子好饿！！！还没吃午餐！
我想去图书馆做功课。。。Ｔ︿Ｔ

我真的是没东西ｐｏｓｔ啊。。。
太无聊了！！！太太太无聊了！！！！！！！

Say I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love.

2009-06-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

Sorry if this really annoys you
but I don't want to be a big fucker so I shall shut up and stop thinking.
Afterall, maybe I'm wrong...

I shall reply tags here. LOL.

wenjie: your tumour acting up again issit hahaha
- I'm perfectly fine!

yewrong: Today, i got scolded by my dad. FML XD
- Today I went to Carl's JR and they ran out of the 6 dollar Portobello Mushroom Burger. FML. LOL!

Ivan: YEAH !/yeah yeah yeah yeah. LOLL and that a hell lots of picture-.- /can you reply my tag that was one week ago !
- Okay okay! You have to understand that me is a very busy person. Ha ha. YEAH YEAH YEAH don't think liao la, you have wenjie :)

charlene: haha yo! im back! after 3days! :DD
- what took you so long huh daughter!? :)

Ong Lai: Lololol, I WANT 2/4 OUTING TOO!!! This saturday got 2/4 outing you going? :D
- Ha ha I'm replying you after it's over. LOL. Anyway, had fun!

shiuanwen: I like Greg's baby brother.
- Me too! Ha ha :D

charlene: hey mum, what were you doing at the library with my daughter?? hahaha xDD
- Cannot go out with my granddaughter!? Ha ha. Anyway I'm not so old!!!

Damian: HELLO! You 2 go library not read books. TAKE PICTURES. HAHAHA.
- Ha ha you funnier man, go sentosa to burst pimple. HAHAHA.

Wei Lin: LILI! Haha. Your songs really really nice. And suddenly all pink sia!
- Hi maymay! I also dunno, LOL. Sudden craze for pink. Ha ha.

Photos of the Picnic @ Marina Barrage:

Haven't uploaded those in my phone yet.

And now.........
Photos of 2/4 outing:

Spoiler!

The rest will be uploaded tmr! Ha ha!

YOOOOOOOOOO.

2009-06-21T17:04:00.004+08:00

When I say jump you say how high.

Anyway, I set my message tone to the Totally Spies beep that Cheryl sent me.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Hear it ring out loud in public.
LOL LIKE SOME KUKU LIKE THAT SIA!

Went to Marina Barrage with Ronnie, TK and Vic on Friday :)
YAYAYAYAY told stories. HAHAHAHA. (it's bad but, I can never get sick of it XD)
Took damn lots of jump shots but mostly fails and f*cking unglam!!! :D
Lazy post. HAHA.

Went for 2/4 outing yesterday :)
WOOHOO! Played in salt water. Took alot of inspirational shots.
But Darrick likes to take unglam photos of me!!
While I take super kewl photos of him.
Unfair lah :D
Liked the part where we sat around in the dark at Vivo's rooftop and talked about...
...H1N1. LOL!
Lazy to post in details. Huu..Maybe I'll post up the pictures later.

Like LATERRRRRRRRRR later.

Bye!

Another LOLLIPOP!!!!!!!

2009-06-17T12:07:00.004+08:00

Everyone's been telling me the same thing...
Is there anyone who has a different opinion?
Because...I feel lonely :(

He is different from other boys.
I thought so too.
I thought so too.
Bleah. The feeling is coming back.
I'm losing my self-discipline.
He's not very different afterall.
:(

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Am watching 'My Alibi' at take180 now.
WAYYYYY COOOL! I LOVE MARLEY SHE'S FULL OF AWESOME AND DORKINESS!
Ha ha everyone go watch! Quite interesting!!! And the episodes are short!

AND THIS. It's hilarious. To a point. But for other cases (like mine), IT'S HELLA SCARY!!!

LOLLIPOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-17T11:01:00.002+08:00

One to Ten.

Okay, So yesterday I've been out and I hope we don't get recognised by the library people as looney kids.

and......

I LOVE LADY GAGA!
My fringe was...sort of irritating me.

BORED LIKE COW.

2009-06-15T19:48:00.002+08:00

Painted one hand of nails white and the other pink today becasue,
I WAS MOTHERFUCKING HELLA BORED! :D

Not good to scold vulgarities.
And so un-feminine. Much less bimbotic. Ewww. *does the bimbo hand thingy*

...Who am I kidding? LOL!

I need a cam whoring partner or I'll go crazaye soon (!!!!).

Much to my disappointment, Diary of a Wimpy Kid 2 is far less readble than Diary of a Wimpy Kid!
I read like 6 pages and gave up.
I WANT GEOG ACTION! NO MORE RODERICK!

Make your way out of my mind.

For the sake of all those emo nemos out there... (including me sometimes.)

2009-06-14T16:14:00.003+08:00

Life sucks but I don't care!

Felt giddy when I woke up today.
Mum brought me to a physician.
He told me that I had the usuals and that my reaction is abit slow because of the lack of blood (or somethin').
Whatever the case.
I hope I'm not dying soon.

Post edit!:

Don't know why but I started missing you since today.
My face is really becoming like an Auntie's (CANNOT!!!) and GRAR my eyebags, I didn't even want to mention them. FML.
Should I go sleep now?
Okay, might as well. I'll awake later and ask mummy to buy Diary of a Wimpy Kid 2.
YAY ME. I seriously need to read something. Good.
And take my mind somewhere else.

FML.
(aka fuck my life. But FML sounds so much cooler.)

Used in a sentence:
I am ugly, my head balding, and my toe crooked. FML.

Ooooh SHINY.

2009-06-13T13:37:00.002+08:00

You talk like you're famous, you're shameless.

Oooh. Attitude song. LOVE IT.

(will chit chat more later.)

WAS BROWSING THRU YOUUUTUBEdotCOM WHEN I FOUND SOMETHING THAT TOTALLY MATCHED MY BLOG TITLE. (and retarded.)
(and features Nigahiga!)
(i'm such a sucker for nigahiga videos.)

Harry Potter and the OOH SOMETHING SHINY!
LEMAO.

Estacy.

2009-06-12T18:04:00.008+08:00

Bimbo pen I got today when we entered some korean shop that just opened.
WAYYYY COOL! They speak korean to you! Like "hello" or "thank you" and those simple words. (Not like I'd understand anything else.)
HAHAHAHA (turning into a bimb!) I'm going to use this pen in sch 8D
Like when Mr. Lim's teaching halfway in class.....
*WHIPS OUT SUPER PINK AND FLUFFY PEN*
*SWING IT AROUND IN CIRCLES*
*starts scribbling notes...*
HA HA.

AND...... My new pink phone!
Ha ha. Okay got back the same model but I thought I'd try out pink cuz it matches my wallet. LOL.
(GOING TO BUY A PINK HP STRAP FOR MY SHINY HP, OOH AND A SMALL PINK POUCH!!!)
See? (Bimb.)

Went to PlazaS with Brisha, Ronnie, Cici and Cherry today.
Had plans for a BS!
EGGCITED JELLY MUCH 8D

Suddenly had plans for the future:
1) Become a Zai Nu and start a BS.
2) Learn and fully master Hokkien (so I can talk to Ah ma without any difficulties) by 20.
3) Earn $$$ thru squarebox sitting in front of me.
4) Bungee jump while eating smelly beancurd.
5) Write and compose my own song about Cheese and mushrooms.
6) Buy a romper and shredded jeans.
7) Get a dog, chinchilla, or an Egyptian Jerboa Mouse.
8) Try different flavours of...... nevermind.
9) Catch Mewtwo with a POKEBALL!

In my shoes. Just to see.
What it's like. To be me.
I'll be you. Let's trade shoes.
Just to see what it'd be like to.

Feel your pain. You'll feel mine.
Go inside each other's mind.
Just to see. What we find.
Look at shit through each other's eyes.

My shoes size 7 I think.
WHOAAAAAAAAA BIG SIA.

OH SHIT OH SHIT

2009-06-11T17:03:00.005+08:00

I'm crashing.
I'm feeling all alone again.
I'm feeling like the world's ending on me.

I'll be fine tmr.

Diggiing up the old:
The me in sec one was.... (Moderated.)

Yay, Bixia sent me Fei Ni Mo Shu already (: I listened to it for the rest of the day after I got home la :/ even in the toilet when I was bathing :D :D & my father scolded me -.- I prefer the upper sec block to the lower sec block. It's much more peaceful there :/

I amost murdered someone today. I feel so sick, I have to rush rush rush and I have no time to buy weilin's present!?!?!? Where's the justiceeeeeee? GOD YOU ARE UNFAIR LA ): GOD SAVE ME LA :'(

EighteenTH april... is a disappointing day. Not only have I disappointed myself but also Mrs Lim. Maybe I shouldn't have came to school today. Made me feel like coming to this world has no purpose. Noisy noisy class. It never seems to be peaceful here. *sighs* It's okay. Sec 3 is coming...

Its boring :/ I fear I'll doze off in Lit. I need cheeseballs T-T

zzzzZZZZzzzz.....ZZZZZzzzzzZZZZZ....ZZZZzzzzZZZZzzzzZZZZZzzz... <---This is maths class by the way zzz.... what is there for tomorrow? :/ :/ :/ :/ :/ my eyes are tearing much la~ from all the yawning......Gomen ne Mr Tan, I just can't concentrate in maths :) For some reason, I don't feel good after school. Frustrated, angry, stressed up, pissed, emo, ugly.
Everyone is busy with Lit skit.

Today's P.E ----> 20-14. Not satisfying sia... but woteva :D we'll win them another day :) Wen shi Wen shi :/ my head is going to burst! History now... Boring~ :b one more week! Must bear with it peijun! Gambatehhhhhhhhhhhhhh! my whole shoe wet now (haha) gonnagetwrinklesonmyfeet xD! _{He has her already lah...} (Stop thinking) *tear tear (concentrate on wen shi!) but but... (STOP~) okay.....(you're thinking about it again!) T.T (go to hell lah peijun. wen shi is more important right!) ....T-T okay lah *sniff*
(CONCENTRATE ON HISTORY FOR THE MOMENT.)

5 minutes later.... Hi I'm back to writing again. Still in history class (-.-) I. Can't. Stand. It. (badass you peijun! At least come back in 10 minutes time right!) Woteva :D Why can't we use this time to study wen shi?

Sometimes I'd tear in claz cuz I yawn too much :O Hehe...and then I dunno if people will think I'm emo o.O...alot of times already...People tell me I look emo. But that's just my normal face - when I'm not smiling :D I also cannot smile all the time right...Most of the time is already very gud :) I smile because I'm happy...but sometimes I smile when I'm emo :) Because my philosophy is that......
when you're sad, try to smile so that you won't affect other innocent people! :) Then that person won't see you sad then he/she also sad see?? Let people cheer you up!! Even when you are emo doesn't mean that everyone has to be the same ^~^ Anyway, it's true that whenever you're emo someone will always be there to cheer you up! Even if it's not a someone, there will always be something, incidents, quotes or messages :D! Try to cheer yourself up when you are sown :) Ya I do. But when I'm really really down.... :) He said "It's hard to please everyone expecially if more people know you. If I smoke, people will look down on me. but it's not that I want to. Even if it means to lose a friend." I really respect him.

Walau say until I like so emo like that. Nothing is good here. You have to pretend to be happy everyday or else ppl will ignore you. Pretend, pretend, pretend. "Tears in short, are feelings that cannot be expressed in words."

"Because you didn't notice his clumsy kindness...They were often around the corner. You just didn't want to notice. You weren't truthful to yourself. But he was always there. No matter what. Always. He remembered his promise."
- Pro Dai.

I think I feel like eating jelly. i want to eat pudding! Oh pudding! Why do I feel like eating you so much.

this is the last period of the day. My throat is dry because I haven't been talking to anyone... I'm glad it's CME now. Not english or maths where I have to pretend I'm listenning. I dunno who I should start talking to. But surprisingly I am not emo. I can still smile. Just that I don't feel like talking to some people or caring about how they feel. Because it's not worth the worry. Who cares what they think? If they are angry with me so be it. Not that I have to please them always.

Is this...me?

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PICTURES LATER AH! HAHAHAHA HOGGED THE CAMEMRA TODAY TO TAKE PHOTOS OF ME AND SOME ANIMALS STUFFED WITH COTTON.

POST EDIT!:
WARNING:
Erm....Picspam?

My Face.

HAHA Finally got someone else's face :D

Which lasted for 3 pictures...

Sent my ah ma home~

WHY AM I SO ZILIAN *给雷劈*

AND THEN........

I brought the camera to my soft toys.

Cute ain't he?!?

I love Greenie because he's SOOOOOOOO SMALL.

My collection of Tigers... and MOOMOO! 8D

Sorry for the pic spam! :D

Ha ha seems like I'm a little too happy today or somethin'.
Haven't done this for quite a while!
.....Okay I lied. HAHA!
Anyway, was supposed to see my new born baby cousin @ Thomson Medical Hospital (or something) but I still dunno how she looks like cuz the visiting hours ended at 2.
OH WELL.

(I NEED PEOPLE AROUND ME!!)

(LIKE HAPPY PEOPLE!)

MAAHAAHAA.

2009-06-09T21:07:00.002+08:00

Mum and I at Botanics.

Cool swans. But sadly there're only like 4 left.

And two totally random pictures of all.

New wallet! Yay me! Shall name it Popo.

HEARD SOMETHING THAT MADE MY DAY.
8DDDDDDDDDD ♥
YAYAYAYAY made me all emo nemo before but I realised I was emo nemo for nothing! :D

Damn, I think I'm falling deeper and deeper D:

2009-06-08T17:03:00.003+08:00

为什么为什么为什么为什么为什么为什么为什么为什么为什么！！！！！！！！！！
为什么我要去想那么多！！！！！！！！！！ Y.Y

Anyway,
EMO NEMO

and

NOOBSTICK.

New vocabulary.

Emo Nemo - The condition where a person/situation is very depressed/ing.
Used in a sentence:

Ah Beng: *Cryyyyyyyyy* My girlfriend just broke up with me!!!
Ah Seng: Huh... Why???
Ah Beng: Dunno leh... She suka suka then break one!
Ah Seng: Aiya... Don't so emo nemo lah.

Noobstick - To describe a person that can totally be PWNED by you and I.
Used in a sentence:

Don't be a noobstick.

Nostalgic

2009-06-06T20:59:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy for someone and someone and maybe alot more people around the world :D
If everything really turns out for the better,
my 11:11 wish will be for it to stay that way and never change!
Because I'm scared of changes.
Because of those little little words that come from messages or words spoken before.
Maybe it's too 梦幻 or something.
That makes me feel like I've dreamt it all.
Ha ha ha.
I will wake up de!
But I don't think I've woken up yet :/
I wish a slap can do that.

blame it on my alchohol,

2009-06-05T19:57:00.007+08:00

Class Photo!

Damian (emokid_101) and I!

Without flash.

With flash.

Look at Damian's face ha ha.

With Yiting and Jaslyn!

Ash Ketchum and I.

Vic and I!

Twinkle Friend! Invite me to your blog!

Like this pic :D

Ha ha no that's not ghost that's me.

Didi and I!

@ Band concert: Didi, Xia, Xianlong's wife and I!

Xia forever making weird faces ha ha.

Unglam.

The dunno what face.

:)

Pictures of what I've been doing recently...
Actually no la, I've been doing campfire prep and all those stuff lately and all these was before that.
Sports carnival and Band Concert were a blast.

"Now that I'm in sec 3, I wish that I can end my study life faster.
Then next time when I'm working, I will wish that my working life will end faster.
Then I retire already, I will wish my retiring life will end faster.
Then I commit suicide? Or what?
Ha ha."

ARGH!!!!!

2009-06-02T20:55:00.003+08:00

NOT FAIR!!!
I WANT TO BE A BOY!!!!

Anyway today Finn and I took a photo with an Andersonian couple!
The legend is that they have been coming to Anderson every year to take photos as their wedding anniversary? Or something. DAMN COOL!!! The lady is from guides and the man from scouts. Ha ha. Yay~ We took a photo with the legendary Andersonian couple that started dating since they were sec 1. Heheh the photographer has a DSLR 8DDDDD

Today's post will all be in big big fonts because I feel like it. LOL.
Bye.

When you wash your body, wash your hands too *clap clap*
I AM GOING TO SING IT TMR HAHAHAHAHAHA.

THE REASON WHY I HATE

2009-05-28T22:32:00.003+08:00

I lost my phone, Your fault.
I failed math paper, Your fault.
My L1R5....SIGH, Your fault.
I fell down on my butt today, Your fault.
I cut my finger with a penknife, Your fault.
I disgraced myself in front of alot of people today, Your fault.
I cried in chemistry class, Your fault.
I quarrelled with my mum, Your fault.
I didn't do geography homework, Your fault.
I feel moody at least 1 time per day, Your fault.
I feel like throwing rocks at tall people, Your fault.
I cannot eat well, Your fault.
I cannot concentrate in class, Your fault.
I score badly, Your fault.
I threw away my half eaten Sausage McMuffin, Your fault.
I feel very tired everyday, Your fault.
I feel REALLY tired everyday.

Maybe it's because forgetting your hatred for someone is much easier than forgetting your love for him/her.

It's useless to hate,
because I still lose in the end what.

dammit.

2009-05-24T13:19:00.007+08:00

Notice:
If you see the above Fufu lying around in secluded areas or dark corners please pick him up and return him to me.
Alternatively, if you see anyone holding onto a Fufu please DO NOT hesitate to punch him/her in the face, grab Fufu and run away. (And then return it back to me.)
If you decide that you can't outrun that person or if that person is holding on to dangerous weapons, OR if you just happen to be eating Subway Eat Fresh and can't leave your sandwich aside,
call me :D (at my house number of course.)

Fufu is quite easily recognisable as he has silver stains of paint all around him and a huge red and gay heart shape splat in the middle of his face. He also has a very long and light green tail.

Reward for finding Fufu: Erm, I haven't actually thought of this yet but you meanwhile you can start looking around :D

_________________________________________________________________________

Haha kay actually it's crap but you know, if you really DO see Fufu anywhere, please tell me about it and go beat the crap out of the person who stole it (if any). Ha ha.

THANKEW.

okay I'm back to post about yesterday :D
YAY At least I got some photos from facebook although it's not all,
I think we probably took more than a hundred photos last night and they're all distributed all over Omar's hp, Damian's hp, Jaslyn's hp, Yiting's hp, Ivan's hp and Vic's professional camera. COOL TO THE MAX! The cam looks just like a mini version of a DSLR!

Ash Ketchum and I!! (above)

Gosh okay I better start talking now.
OKOK So yesterday we went to Hidhir's house for a bbq.
Oh right, how I lost my phone....
I only remember taking it off my neck to zilian with Yiting and Auntie and then the bus inspector came to check our ez-link cards, then we got off the bus and walked to the condo and I discovered my phone was lost.
D:
SO I THINK I MISPLACED IT ON THE BUS. WAY TO GO!
Thank you Yiting, Jaslyn and Auntie for walking me to the bus stop to check the Bus Company's number ^^
And thank you to those who helped me call my phone several times!
Sigh, but it's fated to be stolen :(
OH WELLS. Must be positve. HAHAHA.
Now I must repent and not use a good phone with exaggerating functions for 1 month.
HAHAHA.
To summarize the whole evening/night,
we were all eating eating eating, playing playing playing, talking talking talking, laughing laughing laughing, fooling around x 3.....
Quite fun! Except that I lost my phone. But we still laughed alot! Ha ha.
Okay yeah I'm kinda lazy to post more, but well kudos to those who kept barbecuing till the end! (Nah, I didn't D:)

YAY! 3/3 OUTING COMPLETE!
Now I want a 3/3 chalet!
And a 2/4 outing!
And a 2/4 chalet!!!!!!!!!~
:D

I'm going to watch Pokemon now! Bye!

fuck laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2009-05-21T22:08:00.003+08:00

Super pissed off today. Nothing seems to be happenening right.
NOTHING. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

Does it look painful?

I cut my middle finger with the Art Box penknife _|_

Went to Kranji War Memorial

ANDE~

That brown thing is a reincarnation(?) I think.

That place makes me cry totally.

Another reincarnation(?), it's a worm with a huge ass.

Talking to you was really really depressing.
Should've listened to the more experienced Auntie.
SUCKS LA. FUCK YOU. Sian. So angry.

WA KANINA I SERIOUSLY HATE THIS SHIT WHY AM I EVEN THINKING ABOUT THAT GUNDU ASSHOLE THING ITS COMPLETELY NONE OF MY DAMNASS BUSINESS FUCKOFF PEIJUN DONT THINK ABOUT PUNCHING THEM IN THE FACES TOMORROW BUT SERIOUSLY I CANT STAND MYSELF I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY THE HELL I'M FEELING LIKE THIS AND NO I AM NOT CRAZY TO THE MAX YET.

FUCKQ MAN!

"Fuck!"

2009-05-19T20:44:00.003+08:00

I don't know why my blood just boils with I see your face.
I just feel like punching you in the nuts.
Actually no, I wouldn't do that I'd probably mutter "fuck" and walk away
BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY!
Maybe it's your face.
Maybe it's my brain.
Whatever, it's not who you think it is .___.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

:')

2009-05-16T22:51:00.004+08:00

It feels like it was ages ago that we were together,
if he acts like he doesn't know me,
I'll wonder if I had just dreamed it on my own.

Found this on youtube:
"99.5% of all teens would cry if the Jonas brothers were on a 20 story building about to jump. The other 0.5% would bring a chair and popcorn. Copy and Paste if you're one of those 0.5% that would bring popcorn and a good chair."

I'm sure Wenjie started it. LOL!

LOLLIPOP

2009-05-15T20:40:00.003+08:00

Disclaimer: PLEASE ONLY WATCH THIS IF YOU LIKE COLOURFUL PEOPLE WITH EXAGGERATED HAIRSTYLES DANCING AROUND.

Hahahaha, just kidding. The song's really addictive.
And, I love it. Of course. How can I not love the surprises they give me everytime.
Like, WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO YOUR HAIR GD!? YOU LOOK LIKE WILLY WONKA FOR GOODNESS'S SAKE.
It's okay. I'll wait until your hair becomes normal again. I can wait.
Meanwhile, I'll just love Tae first.
Ha ha. The 4 girls are 2NE1. Never heard of them. But at least I like 2 out of the 4 :D
And the girl with the really high hair is quite cute.

LOL this post is so Big Bang concentrated. It's kinda fun seeing how their taste of music has changed (and fashion sense too!)

OK. I'm still upset about GD looking like Willy Wonka.
I mean, Willy Wonka scares the hell outta me.

Awesomely cute. They should just get married or something.
Yes, I've been watching korean dramas.
They should really get married. Like seriously.
What was that word again?
OH yes, OTP.
Get married please.

DAVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2009-05-15T19:37:00.007+08:00

Man! Playlist actually has his songs!
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH DAVEEEE♥
His version of 'No One' is like a hundred times way better than Alica Key's.
...Hehe?
Whatever.
Oh I havent mentioned that exams are over.
Nothing big actually.

Bye will post later if there's something interesting.

No One - Davedays

(It's the first on my playlist.)

If I were a girl - Davedays (Beyonce parody)

AWESOME!!!!!!!!! He should release an album or something! I'd totally buy it!
Has he?

I'm going Kbox and learning how to sing chinese songs. LEMAO!
YAYAYAY ME! Been ages since I listened to some decent amount of chinese songs.

smile

2009-05-14T19:07:00.000+08:00

please treasure your loved ones.

Eh eh eh eh (nothing else I can say)

2009-05-13T14:18:00.002+08:00

Eh eh, Eh eh, there's nothing else I can say.
HAHAHAHA. Actually have la.

Yesterday some stupid auntie totally ruined my mood.
(and when I mean auntie, I don't mean Ivan Auntie auntie. I mean plain auntie. Auntie auntie has a capital A.)
(if you understand.)

Well, so yesterday when Joyce, Sharon and I were taking the escalator up to the MRT platform,
this (LITERALLY stupid and totally ridiculous not to mention unreasonable) auntie ran up and asked one of us to EXCUSE her then she ran up and tried to go into the train but TOO BAD the train door closed right in front of her and guess what.
SHE TURNED AROUND AND GLARED AT US AND MUTTERED "STUPID".
SHE FUCKING SCOLDED US STUPID!
THAT'S NOT EVEN GRADE 1 VULGARITY!
IT'S SO INSULTING! SHE COULD'VE SCOLDED "Inconsiderate" (even though we weren't)
OR I'M SURE THERE ARE 100000 MORE VOCABULARIES THAN JUST PLAIN "stupid".
FUCK MAN I SWEAR IF I HADN'T CONTROLED MY TEMPER I'D HAVE DUG HER GODDAMN EYES OUT AND PUT THEM IN A DICTIONARY OR SOMETHING.
auntie then don't need learn vocab a. *pissed off*
AND AND AND,
IT WAS TOTALLY UNREASONABLE BECAUSE IT WASN'T AS IF WE TOLD THE TRAIN DRIVER NOT TO LET HER ONTO THE TRAIN OR SOMETHING,
SHE DIDN'T GET ONTO THE TRAIN IS HER PASAR LA! Blame us for what.
_|_ I dare her complain to Anderson about "the 3 girls that caused me to miss the train".
AND WE ACTUALLY LET HER PASS LO. Not as if we purposely block her way.

Maths was as usual. Ha ha.
I forgot what I wanted to post about.
See lah! That motherfucking auntie.
Hehe.
:D

shut up voices in my head, shut up.

2009-05-11T21:45:00.002+08:00

Was bored. So I doodled on my "I'm OK, You're OK, Together, Singapore's OK" notepad.
LOLOLOLOL.
Took Jay Chou off my playlist D:
Because that song reminds me of some person that makes me piss off for some odd reason.
No it's not anyone's fault, I just fucking hate (damn!) right now (nanana)...
Went Sengkang to study today.
Took 965 and my bus passed by Auntie!
I was like looking out of the window when this totally Auntie person apeeared wearing a 2/1 class tee.
And I was like WHOA FAMILIAR MUCH!?
Hahaha. He was going to fetch Wenjie and they were going to his house to study.
That's it, I've blogged out the details of someone else's life.
Well done.

Anyway, so I was saying, I went to Sengkang to study.
With Jingwen, Marcus and CheeIan.
Didn't manage to absorb much but yeah I'll pass I think..
Then met Kennet and Pooven. What a small world!
The topic changes but my neglected half-eaten apple is currently going through oxidation while I am blogging now. HEEHEE.

Went back to Woodlands and ate at Jack's Place with my family.
Takes so long (like always) for the food to be served so I went to Popular to read "Diary of a wimpy kid".
And what do you know, I actually finished reading it!
It's a really cute book. Not educational, quite full of bullshit and doesn't teach you much.
But the cartoon pictures are cute :D
What the hell is "Zoo-Wee Mama" anyway?

Saw "Your call" newly recorded version on Maymay's blog.
♥♥♥♥♥!!! I think it's the radio version. Like when they sing it live and acoustic.
Iunno. GODLIKE ANYWAY.

John Vesely whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat??
Secondhand Serenade.

Bangs and Sharon

2009-05-10T22:02:00.004+08:00

KNOW WHY I CUT BANGS?

BECAUSE EVERYONE'S CUTTING BANGS!

MORE BANGS, BIG BANG!
BIG BANGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Lollipop.

OK that was so random I don't even know how to put it in words.
Anywoohoo,
I got myself bangs cuz I seriously can't stand my irritating long fringe when I bend down to do work.
AND I AM HAVING FLU (running nose and sore throat).
Quick! Run away from me before I sneeze pork on you! *Laughs hysterically*

Actually I'm a little sad :(

BUT YOU CAN'T TELL HUH! :D
Went shopping with sissy today. She didn't buy anything.
My brother's in a jungle eating rocks now.
LOLOLOL.

BANG TWIN.
BANG 'EM.
LOLOLOLOL.

5 to gooooooooo.

2009-05-08T18:39:00.010+08:00

Sup guys I haven't been updating much because of the exams and it's really unbelievable but I'm actually mugging hard. Well, harder than I usually do.

So anyway, here're some pictures taken ages, (erm not really but) quite long time ago.

Went to Seoul Garden for the first time and had a great time watching beef cook and playing with the ice-kachang machine.

Just noticed that the pictures I uploaded were in the wrong sequence but who cares anyway.

Mugging with Sharon, Jingwen and Victoria @ NEBO.

(Love Potion and Milo Dino Gozilla.)

I actually remember their names!

(Purple X'plosion and Peach Pleasure)
Not too sure about the peach one but anyway mine's on the left and the other's Sharon's.

Blame it on my al-al-al-al-al-alcohol.

The blue-black and minor scratches Damian caused by tripping me while we were attempting to jump over a chain. I hope it never goes away cuz I really got used to how my knee would hurt if I pressed it against something hard, so...yeah.

Yixin and I. This was an accident. My aiming skills rock usually. I swear.

(Seoul Gardenning by the way.)

Vic and I.

Jw and I.

We should really take more pictures. Ha ha.

While waiting for Jw.

JW and Yixin.

JW and Yixin take 2.

Take 3.

Vic and Yixin.

Jw and I, peach harrassment.

LOL. Dark much!

Jw and I.

Take 2.

Vic and I.

Yixin and I.

Modelling!

We're modelling too!

Victoria's artistic shot.

Kachang.

Iunno, I think the sizzling burns my eyes.

Really candid.

Yixin, Jw and I.

Candid as well.

Okay that's about it.
Wait. I promised to upload something here.

explains alot! Ha ha. Okay, enough crap.
Life has been quite boring lately mainly becuz of the exams and stuff.
Anyway it was fun mugging. Beats using the computer when you don't know what to do.
Damian asked Mrs Ang if it was a skeleton in the SS paper's cartoon today.
Guess what was her reply?

.....You can't tell meh?

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously. I mean. I really laughed out loud.
Not really out LOUD loud becuz I can't in the middle of an exam, but I did laugh.
Damian is lame to the max. Ha ha.

K bye. Next challenge: Peijun VS Physics.
Off to sleep.

Origins

2009-05-02T17:51:00.003+08:00

Gambit: "Miss me?"
Peijun: "YES YES YES YES YES!!!" *pull sharon's arm*

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA GAMBIT IS SO CUTE.

Oh and I just realized Victor Creed is called Sabertooth.
Not, whatever I called him on Thursday.
HA HA.

Something like that. Ha ha!
IT'S REALLY REALLY AWESOME!
Makes me piss off when my father thought it was childish.
Nigaaaaaaahigaaaaaaaaa!

Anyway,
X-men: the last stand @ 7.30pm tmr on channel 5!
Now you'll know what I'll be doing. HEEEHEEE.

MY BOO!

2009-04-30T21:42:00.002+08:00

Got addicted to this song recently.
Even thou it's an old song.
Everyone should totally digggg it.

I MISS BITCH I MISS BITCH I MISS BITCH ASSHOLE.
It's a wonder why the moods of females change like the weather.
But the weather's kinda stagnant now.
Everyday at this particular timing, it will rain shitballs.
And then the sun comes out to burn us all again.

I HOPE THE WORLD'S NOT ENDING SOON!
I have so much to say to you.

And I just wanted to say,

2009-04-30T19:41:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry.

I can't concentrate. It's easy to say but hard to do.
If I am Wolverine I will shoot a bullet through my head this instant.
But then again, maybe not.

LikeIwroteintheletterandeverymessage,Iwillloveyouforever.

)':

Post edit:
Cried like crazy just now. Ha ha. I feel so much better now.
I don't know why this year...it's like I've become such a crybaby.
Ha ha. Don't really have the mood to do anything now...(Especially study).
Went out with Pearleen and gang today.
Had so much fun. Seriously! I miss them to bits!
Watched X-men origins. Makes me want to be an X-man or something ha ha.
Sigh. Don't know what's gotten over me. I feel like a hopeless loser now.
Had been reading my emails. I did some horrible things to my memories and other people's memories. I regretted you know? Now I only have what I have given and not what I had received. You too I guess. But it doesn't matter anymore I think. To you.
But it does. To me. It really does matter. Alot I guess. Too much.
I think I'd better sleep.

words that get right through to your heart.

2009-04-29T21:07:00.003+08:00

I MISS 2/4 LIKE SIAOOOOOO
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

_{Sometimes.... I just feel I can't live without you. Like, HELL YEAH I CAN'T.
Other times......sigh. Ha ha.}

I should start clearing overdued work for Mdm Neo!
I feel bad, she's such a nice and cute teacher!
I mean, so are Mr Lim, Mr Najib, Mdm Tey, Mdm Lum and Mr Eu...
But I'll clear Mdm Neo's first. HAHAHA.

RI01

2009-04-26T16:53:00.004+08:00

Didi, Joyce, I

Joyce, I

Krazzzzzzyyyyyy

Artistic shot by Didi

Ha ha no idea.

Sleepy eyes!

My failed attempt to look like a fish.

SQUID-WARD NOSE

The CHERYL smile! LOL!

Trying to look as blessed as I can

Pucker

Normal shots

My face looks as flat as PRATA!

Yesterday I had one of the best nights this year so far. Ha ha.
Went all euphoric at RI01's campfire @ some campsite whichI can't remember unfortunately.
Awesome I must say! :D
CHENGTENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Anyway their storyline kinda made me think of my grampa who's not around anymore.
Ah... He was a great guy. He piggybacked me all the way from my nursery and back home one time even when he was having a fever!

Ha ha. Yes that's Fatkid_me in the middle.
Cool huh. My gramps knew the peace sign!
Wonder if he knew the 'ROCK ON!" sign too \m/
Ha ha. 2/4 class chalet! Egggggg-cited!
But exams coming our way first, gotta mug hard.

SHOW ME THE MONEY! *dance*
(Ha ha)

2009-04-24T21:16:00.007+08:00

1: What is the colour of your shirt today?
Green!!!!!!!! :D
2: Are you wearing any contacts lenses recently ?
Once in a while?
3: Do you know of anyone who likes you right now ?
My friends? HAHAHA HOPE THEY LIKE ME :O
4: Do you love the person who last gave you a message ?
YES!!!!!!! I LOVE THAT PERSON!!!!!!!! ....EHHHH!!!! NO!!! Another person send me a message! SO, NO!!!!!!! hahahahaha.
5: Is anyone in your family pregnant ?
Nope :D
6: At what age do you want to get married ?
Eh.... latest by 25? Iunno. Depends really.
7: Are you listening to any songs ?
Tu amor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333333333333333
8: What will you be sleeping with ?
My bolster and pillow?
9: What's the colours of your room ?
Blue and white.
10: Who have you featured in your friendster ?
Can't remember. Hahaha.
11: Have your featured friends gone to your house before ?
Think so! ^^
12: Have you bathed ?
Ha ha of course!
13: Would you ever tell a person you love the person ?
Erm...yeah of course. (if it was the end of my world or that person's world.) HAHAHA I VERY SHY ONE. LOL.
14: What's your plan for your next birthday ?
Dunno. Still long la.
15: Who's birthday was just over ?
Junxi? Yujun? Weilin? Justin? Pearleen? Kaixian?
16: When's your birthday ?
22/2
17: Are you wearing any nail polishes now ?
YES HAHAHA.
18 : Who's at home ?
Mum and I.
19: Ever had sex on the first date ?
HAHAHA WAAAAA SO MENG! hahaha of course not!
20: What's on the table nearest to you ?
Green Tea watermelon seeds. LOL!
21: Who are you looking at ?
Nobody. LOL.
22: Do you sleep with your bears ?
Not really. Eh...they just sit there and collect dust. HURHUR.
23: Still keep your barbie dolls ?
I don't know. I think they're somewhere in my room but I think barbie dolls are kinda scary now.
24: Do you have any ex-boyfriend ?
Ya.
25: Do you like anyone now ?
Yeah.
26: What bottom are you wearing now ?
The checkered thing. LOL!
27: Who is the one closest to you ?
My friends and family I guess.
28: What time do you sleep everyday ?
OH MAN! YOU JUST REMINDED ME I HAVE TO SLEEP AT 9.30! Nvm...today's an exception.
30: What do you do if you are in bad mood ?
Cut myself.....Er I mean chop my hand.
31: Do you have any friendster or MSN ?
Yeah both.
32: What school are you from ?
ASS
33What is your class in school ?
3/3
34: Do you have any class T-shirt ?
Don't have yet! Ha ha.
35: Do you like your class ?
Okay a ^^
36: Who is your form teacher ?
Mdm Neo. HAHAHA SHE'S LIKE THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS CUTE!
37: Do you like shopping with your friends ?
Of course! Ha ha.
38: Do you like schooling ?
Hai hao lo.
39: Do you want to transfer school ?
NO! Then I'll feel very lonely and I'll miss my friends :(
40: How many ex-boyfriends do you have ?
1
41: Who do you like right now ?
None of your business LOL! hahahaha.
42: If you like that person , would you tell him/her you love her ?
If I LIKE that person, I will tell him/her I LIKE him/her. Not love. Like =/= Love. OKAY!? HEHE.
43: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed ?
Eh. I remember doing this question before oO
44: How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?
This question too! Anyway, er... I forgot. Drowsy? OH I REMEMBER! I tripped over the bed leg. Or whatever you call that. And spun a in circle. Very unglam.
45: Who was the last person you took a picture with ?
GREEN TEA!!!!!
46: Would you consider to be spoilt ?
HELL YEAH! hahaha.
47: Would you ever donate blood ?
If I don't have AIDS and my body is healthy enough to. HAHA. I don't think I have AIDS thou. LOL!
48: Do you have a goodfriend in the opposite sex ?
Yeah. Think so. Ha ha.
49: Do you want somebody dead ?
No.
50: What does your last text message says ?
"Ha ha chey bored that sms me sia. I just got home. Waiting for the super awesome ping pang show. Lol" AWESOME MEH? Ha ha. & it's Ping Pong by the way. Or Bing Bang. Whatever.
51: What are you thinking of right now ?
Nth much.
52: Did you wish someone was with you right now ?
Er.... Not really. I feel like sleeping. Maybe la. HAHAHAHA.
53: When did you go to sleep last night ?
9.30!
54: Is someone in your mind right now ?
Yeah.
55: Who was the last person who texted you ?
Why do quizzed like to invade privacy! Ha ha. NA NA NI POO POO.
56: People tagged to do this quiz-
YOU! YES YOU! Just do it. Do the right thing.

Today I had a funny conversation with Cheryl, Joyce and Sharon!
We were talking about the expansion of cervix when a lady gives birth....

Cheryl: It expands 4cm to 20 cm wide! (or something)
EVERYONE: EEEEEE!! AAAA!!!
Joyce: I remember my mum told me olden time got people give birth to 13 children then they are those wash-clothes for other people one, then when their stomach hurts and they going to give birth, they just go toilet for a while then come back with a baby.
Sharon: Huh!! How they cut the umbilical cord??
Peijun: Hmm...I think they bite leh.
Sharon: O__________O
Joyce: HAHAHAHAHAHA...
Cheryl: BITE!?!?!?!?
Peijun: I dunno... I think so! Haha!
*everyone starts imagining women biting their own umbilical cords...*
EVERYONE: EEEEEEEE VERY GROSS LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sharon: Then they bite already then won't that thing like dangle from their THERE!?
ALL OTHERS: LOL!!!!
Sharon: THEN SHE WALK AROUND WITH THE UMBILICAL CORD HANGING!? Oo
Peijun: I think later she will use scissors and cut ba....
Cheryl: I think she will take this chance to *CENCORED*...
Joyce: I think she will PULL OUT ba! *do the pull action*
EVERYONE: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
Sharon: Then won't the womb be pulled out too!?
Joyce: No I think the placenta will be pulled out because it will also come out sooner or later at the afterbirth...
Cheryl: Imagine if she pulls then the whole womb comes out XD hahahaha....
Peijun: *cover ears* DON'T SAY LIAO VERY PAINFUL!!!!!! T.T
EVERYONE: AHAHHAAHAHAHA...
Cheryl: But seriously! How to bite off the umbilical cord!
Peijun: Maybe she use toothbrush and cut HAHAHAHAHA... >DD
Cheryl: Maybe she never cut just carry the baby around like that XDD Then the umbilical cord still attached to the baby! XD
EVERYONE: O___O
Peijun: What if the baby come out from the wrong side? oO
EVERYONE: LOL!!!
Sharon: Stuff the baby back again! :D
Joyce: What if the baby's head too big then stuck there! HAHAHAHA :P
Cheryl: Jump around until the baby comes out XDDDD
Peijun: I think she will bleed to death first ba... :O
Sharon: Can we please stop talking about wombs???
Peijun: Ya lo! VERY DISGUSTING!!!!!! I can feel the pain in my WOMB!!
Cheryl: Is you say the bite thing first leh!!!!!!

----------end------------

But seriously! If your cervix can't expand they'll have to cut it. CUT IT.
I don't want give birth liao. LOL!
(btw I think the conversation's a bit bimbo LOL! hahaha)

JING WEN'S HOUSE VISIT!

2009-04-23T18:20:00.005+08:00

Fooling with the web cam :D

Will put up more pictures taken by the Viewty here when I get 'em.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI SISTA! :D ♥♥♥
Everyone drop her a birthday tag!
Ha ha. EYE BAGS GOT MEH.
If sleeping 30 minutes earlier everyday helps,
I'LL SLEEP 1h 30minutes EARLIER EVERYDAY (!!!)

.....I LOVE POKEMON! *peace sign*

Okay I've decided not to end the post here.
Since I have 15 minutes left before I go to sleeeaaaap 1h 30minutes earlie.

I've been so afraid this few days.
Oh the same thing.
I just keep reminding myself...
What will happen if.....
Maybe it's because the trust I had is slowing dissipating...
Or maybe my inner ego has taken over and I'm so swell-headed I'm hallucinating myself.
LOLLLLLLLLL. (which might actually be the case!)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Topic changes drastically but,
what would you do if the end of the world is tomorrow?
what would you have done if the end of the world was last night when that fucking strong wind blew curtain into my face? (when I was about to dream of something nice. SOMETHING NICE.)
Anyway, if the end of the world is tomorrow,
I WANT MY DSLR!
Ha ha just kidding. Hmm...I probably wouldn't know anyway.
I'd probably mass sms "ILOVEYOU" to everyone on my contact list and everybody else would probably do the same and end up blowing the satelite system.

Urgh.
4 more minutes to saving my EYE BAGS!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. So egggggg-cited!
I better go now. So like, BYE?
BYE!!!! *waves*

TU AMORRRRRRRRRRRRR ♥♥♥

2009-04-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

Turns out I'm not going to post Alvin's visit to the Dentist part I and II on youtube afterall!
Because I'm too lazy.
Oh well, I'll just summarize what's in the videos:

Part I - Mostly a close ip on Alvin's mouth. (Totally unglam and whatnot :P) With the tube thingy sucking saliva out of his mouth and the Dentist poking around his teeth. Not really thaaaaat interesting.

Part II - More interesting than Part I. Features Jaini! Also mostly on zoomed into his mouth. However, instead of cleaning, the Dentist is now filling up his decay. OMGAWD! I just told everyone he has a decay. Ha ha yes. Alvin doesn't brush his teeth. LOL! Nah, he just misses out on that particular tooth everytime. Anyway, back to the video, the later part was a little bit retarded. It's about me telling Alvin to say "I love YUgio!" and doing a peace sign to the camera but he just refuses cuz he think's it's stupid. Should've made him do the peace sign and say "I love POKEmon!" instead. Pokemon isn't stupid. It's KICKASS.

Guess I was just bored in school.

You least expected this.

2009-04-21T20:27:00.008+08:00

TU AMOR.

I feel like,
there are so many people in school that get displeased easily.
I don't like being disliked by people but it's just so hard pleasing everyone that,
I feel so scared now.

Sometimes I just suddenly feel like bursting out into tears in school but I can't because it's a damn school and there are lots of people around and crying is so loser to everyone %#$@@^@^&##$%@
I don't know what's happenning to me. ARGGHHHHHHHHH.
Stupid. I should just concentrate on SA1s first. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
Sometimes I just wish to scream in my parent's face and tell them:
FUCK YOU OF COURSE I AM EATING OR ELSE I'D BE A MOTHERFUCKING DEAD CORPSE BY NOW KANINA HOW MANY TIMES MUST YOU REPEAT THIS IT'S FUCKING IRRITATING ME LIKE HELL DON'T FORCE ME TO HATE EATING AND BECOME ANEROXIC OR SOME SHIT WHO THE FUCK SAYS I'M NOT EATING PLEASE I ALSO WANT TO CONTINUE LIVING LIKE EVERY OTHER ASS OUT THERE WHY THE FUCK WOULDN'T I EAT!?!? EATING IS A PLEASURE I DON'T DEPRIVE MYSELF FROM PLEASURE SO FUCK YOU IF YOU EVER ASK ME WHETHER I GOD DAMN SPEND MY MONEY ON OTHER THINGS OR FOOD OKAY!?!?!? Geezus I spend it on FOOD. I SPENT IT ALL ON FOOD. HAPPY!?!?
But I can't really scream that into their faces.
Please lemme be happier in school.

I'd be exaggerating if I were to say that everything's falling apart but,
in fact, everything's so well pieced together that it's taunting me a little.

Oh wait,
bye I am going to slash my wrist and emo at a corner now.
Lol.

Angry with pee.

2009-04-19T21:17:00.002+08:00

Another thing that drives the hell out of me is that everytime I pass by the void deck to get to the lift to go home, there will be puddles of liquid at corners and they stink like hell. It may not be obvious to you but that's actually urine and its pising me off to know that people do not have a proper place for them to urinate! I mean, why else will they resort to peeing at void decks!? Urgh. Gross! Now I have to smell urine everyday just to get home. Someone should really do something about this. It's polluting my lungs! We can't let people pee anywhere they like. It's just wrong! And people, I sincerely urge you to take full responsibility of your pee, please.

(End of pee-rant)

Anyway I don't know whether I should be feeling sad or happy these few days.
Guess I'm just trying to ignore whatever that has happened.

5 minutes to MIDNIGHT.

2009-04-19T17:43:00.003+08:00

Hello, I was wondering if I should change my blogskin.
I mean... looking at the same thing everyday,
it sucks pretty much.

Nah, just kidding :D
Was browsing some blog shops,
had the sudden urge to buy stuff recently.
And so, I came across this Gothic blog shop.
Which made me realize,
being a goth is so hard!
Not only you have to buy the top piece of clothing and the bottom piece of clothing (not to mention those shoes with frilly stuffs all over)...
but you also have to buy Hosieries!
Now, WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!?
Apparently it's all those hand stuff and stockings with frilly things etc etc etc.
Ha ha, I'm amazed. I feel so shallow about Goths now :(
I don't understand them at all!

Moving on...
actually I don't have anything else to say...
Except that I did my Quadratic Equations (2) and (3),
Homework.
Which I haven't bothered for a while.
Anyway there's Mdm Chan on tomorrow so hopefully I wake up from her and start doing some work.

SHIT I NEED TO GO NOW.
Update sometime later bye

Two-sided promises.

2009-04-17T22:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYMAY! ♥♥♥♥♥

Maymayyyyyyyyy! hahahaha. You always stare at me and make me laugh! LOL! Yesyes, very good. Make me laugh more. HEHE. Thinking back, we were always gossiping in class! LOL! HAHAHA. Yeah really had fun times with you :D I haven't give you your present yet leh! Get it from me on monday. Don't always stare at me la...*blush* Ha ha! Just kidding. xoxo, your LiLi forever. (hahaha like lesbian) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

VERY BEAT.
Worse than yesterday.

Sigh.
I can't keep doing this in school.
I must be an Andersonian and control my emotions.
Sigh.
I always thought sighing is for old people.
:(

IT'S TIME. (Helga)

2009-04-16T21:52:00.002+08:00

It's confirmed. (by Sharon)
Secret Valentine is about smex.
:D
Makes me lover it all the more!
HAHAHAHAHAH.

♥♥♥♥♥
Spanish ROCKSXZSXZ LOL.

Be over it's over.

2009-04-16T20:52:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEARLEEN! ♥♥♥♥♥
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I MISS YOU ALOT SEH! T.T ha ha, anyway hope you enjoy your birthday I LOVE YOU!! WAHAHAHAHAHA. Go out soon, LIKE REAL SOON OK!!!!!!!!! Hope you had fun with *AHEMKENNETAHEM* today LOL! *HUGGGGGGGGGG* Thanks for listenning and offering advice and comforting me always <3 I feel like I haven't done much for you T.T Ha ha, keep that smile! :) xoxo, Pei. (P.S: I feel kinda sad that I haven't been talking to you vey much now that we're in different classes, AAAAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHHHH Hehehehe I will book you off Ken one day :D ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥)

Anyway, sometimes I really feel like I haven't been doing much for my friends but they've done so much for me.
Such times, I feel I'm the worst :(

Our wishes. LOL.

Today I felt like doing nothing at all.
IT WAS TERRIBLE T.T
THIS FEELING SUCKS!
I JUST FELT LIKE DOING NOTHING!
I don't know how to explain it but,
I don't feel like sleeping, going home, looking at clothes, doing homework.
Just NOTHING.
:(
But I'm better now. SO WHEW!

Ha ha, Katy Perry - Thinking Of You.
NICE.

Everytime I step into class,
I'll feel several mixed feelings running through me.
Nostalgia, emptiness, lonely, excited, unfamiliar, warmth...
Today I found another feeling.

Congrats Choir! 8D 8D 8D

^^

2009-04-15T21:20:00.005+08:00

Soft kiss and wine~

Today wasn't exceptionally interesting, and it wasn't really dead boring either.
Just, normal.
But somehow, (:

Quiz from Ivan auntie's blog~

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?
So excited about it.

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
Yeah, DEFINE what's real.

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
I think it was in some sms to Sharon when she felt very touched because of guides but I'm definitely not gay!

5) Do you regret it?
Of course not! As long as she doesn't think I'm gay. LOL.

6) Have you ever been depressed?
Yeah.

8) Are you a boy or girl?
Girl.

9) What is your relationship status?
Like that.

10) How do you want to die?
I don't want to die. Yet.

11) What did you last eat?
Sausage and some uncooked rice.

12) Played any sports?
Of course.

13) Do you bite your nails ?
Last time. Bad habit. Big no no.

14) When was your last physical fight?
Can't remember.

15) Do you have an attitude?
Yeah of course.

16) Do you like someone?
Ha ha dunno.

17) What is your real name?
C Peijun

[where's question 18]
Ha ha.

19) Are you gonna get high later ?
Don't think so. Nothing to high about at home.

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
No, I'm so nice. Ha ha.

21) Do you miss someone?
Maybe ;) LOLOLOL.

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
Twirl.

23) Do you tan a lot?
Nooooooooooo but I want to hehehhe.

24) Have any pets?
No but my dad has 3 fisheys. Ha ha.

25) How exactly are you feeling?
Warm because I forgot to turn on the fan.

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Yeah have.

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
Ha ha TOO SLIPPERY HAHAHA. That's funny. HAHAHAHA. No.

28) Would you take any of your exes back?
Exes? Axes?

29) Are you scared of spiders?
If they're giant and scary and have 3 eyes like in the movies.

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Maybe.

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Hmmm... think so.

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
No idea.

33) Do you want to have kids?
Of course! Ha ha I've always wanted to have dragon phoenix twins. LOL whatever.

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
No.

35) Do you type fast?
Average I guess.

36) Do you have piercings? How many?
1.

37) Want any more?
Yes but I can't because I am mum's good girl :(

38) Can you spell well?
Hai hao.

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
Erm...yeah. Those who left me and I'll probably never see them ever again.

40) What are you craving right now?
I don't feel like eating.

41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
Dont think so.

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
NO :(

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
Ha ha that's kind of random. There are lots of other nicer places to kiss at you know.

45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Dunno.

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
Dunno.

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Dont think so. I wouldn't know if they did anyway. Boys don't cry in front of girls much.

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
I'm not married with my parents...Ha ha. Okay but, hmmm yeah maybe.

50) What should you be doing ?
Homework. Kinda obvious.

51) What’s irritating you right now?
My fringe. I should really cut it or spike it up like Mr Singh. LOL.

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Of course.

53) Does somebody love you?
My parents? I think they love me. Ha ha.

54) What is your favorite colour ?
Black, white, grey, lime green, light green...

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Nope. Girl lehhhh.

57) Do you have trust issues?
Yeah.

60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Not really, we're like....well, parent-child.

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
Lol.

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I forgot.

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
I don't know. I hope I do.

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive.

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
I dont think so.

67) What was your child hood nickname?
Jun jun. Ha ha.

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
Maybe when I was young. Ha ha quite stupid.

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Don't really think about this.

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Hm... Turned on the fan? HAHA.

73) What is bothering you?
I'm feeling so beat I could just crash out but here I am doing this quiz.

74) Have you ever been out of your province?
You mean like Woodlands? Ha ha.

75) Do you play the Wii?
No.

76) Are you listening to music right now?
No. I should be. But for some reason my music player's paused.

77) Do you like Chinese food?
Sometimes.

78) Do you know your father's b- day?
Yeah.

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
YES T.T

80) Is cheating ever okay?
In a game? YES. On your partner? NO.

81) Are you mean?
When I am cock up sometimes.

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Cannot hard to, when you're schooling.

84) Do you believe in true love?
Dunno.

88) Do you like the outside?
Yeah.

89) Are you currently bored?
YESSSSSSSSS.

90) Do you wanna get married?
Of course that's one of the biggest things in life.

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Depends on who calls you that.

92) Are you hungry?
No I'm sleepy T.T

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
I always thought that making out was just kissing until I found out today, that it was having sex. So, no.

94) What makes you happy?
Alot. Probably the smallest things.

95) Would you change your name?
Apple. LOL!

96) Ever been to Alaska?
Noooo. That's like some ulu place where worms probably originated from.

98) Do you watch the news?
Occassionally.

99) What’ s your zodiac sign?
Dog.

100) Do you like Subway?
YES! But recently I've been eating too many cookies.

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Dunno.

[where's qn 102]
Here, ha ha.

103) Do you talk like your friends?
Think so :D They like to steal my 口号 lo! Ha ha!

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them
Yeah LOL!

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
I think so. Ha ha.

107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Face to face or what?

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
YES IT MATTERS VERY MUCH. I can't stand the smell.

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Deep...hmm.

110) Favorite lyrics right now?
"We'll write a song, that turns out the lights"

111) Can you count to one milllion?
YES.

I'm happy today. Yay. Yes truely happy.
^~^
However, my dinner was screwed up .___.
I FOUND A HAIR IN IT AND THE RICE WASNT COOKED ENOUGH ><
I wonder what happened to that stall today.

SHETLAND SHEEPDOGS ARE SO CUTE.
They look like brown coloured Ninetails to me. LOL!

"sham woo hoo!"

2009-04-13T20:16:00.005+08:00

Post edit!:

All I want for mothers'day/christmas/children'sday/teachers'day is some
ACID WASH JEANS!

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shamWOOHOO!~
Another thing to say in school.

And...."Song dah!"
Hahahahaha. Taught by Fadhil.
Aka The-Ultimate-'A'-Rated-Fishball-Player-Who-Cuts-Paper-When-Emo.
That was too long wasn't it.

What do I have to do now?
OH YEAH! PICTURES~

Went to AMK hub on sunday. Hehe.
Saw Mr Kam in his entire casual wear with a newspaper in his hand XD
Was stunned for about 5 seconds processing his 'A pek' look.
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
HAHAHAHA x 10000000000000000.
:X

We didn't spill paint over Major Chong's precious parade square today.

WE
SAY
SUMMER!

...I'm making it too obvious, huh.

I totally dig All Time Low's version of Umbrella x100 (!!!)
Did I mention how the (supposedly) newest version of MSN totally...
SUCKS FUCKBALLSXZ!?
I can't even put little gay hearts like ♥ T.T
They will appear as stupid meaningless squares like when you type some ancient word.
UWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT'S BOTHERING ME!!!!!!!!! ><

Sweetdreams are...?

2009-04-11T17:37:00.003+08:00

Last night I dreamt of something
that made me think back,
that made me smile when I woke up,
that made me feel warm and loved again~♥
that made me wish I'd stayed on dreaming,
that still makes me smile when I think of it now.
HEHE.

That's why, I have decided
that the next time I feel sad or feel like crying,
I will think of this dream.

Sometimes it's so real you can almost feel it.
*sigh* 好いね! ^^

Voice ♥

2009-04-10T19:18:00.004+08:00

喜欢，是淡淡的爱。
爱，是深深的喜欢。

没事，我要做功课了！
然后去看'Voice' :D
超好看的！
Toma好帅！XDD

"Secret Valentine"
Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined
nervous and shy for the moment we will come
alive tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

lay down be still
don't worry talk they will
i'll be loving you until
morning's first light
breaks tomorrow
i'll take care of you tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

when guilt fills your head
brush off rise up from the dead
this is the moment that we
will come alive
brace yourself for love
sweet love, secret love.

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

I'm in love with this song!
But I don't really get the "boys and girls shaking inside" part.
Hope it's nothing sick. LOL.
Send me this song if you have ok, teehee.

Oh and guess what,
I can't find my pencil box.
God's way of stopping me from doing my homework.
Like, HOW CAN A PERSON NOT FIND HIS PENCILBOX!?
Where else can it be. Right?
...But I've looked everywhere! (sadface)
Just when I had this MOOD to do my work, asshole.

....On a lighter note,
I can watch 'Voice' now :D
(with my conscience pricking me)
Did I spell 'conscience' right?
Ha ha, whatever.

F MAN

2009-04-09T22:39:00.006+08:00

You know I read thru some of my older posts.
And I REGRET SO MUCH.
REGRET REGRET REGRET.
It's engulfing my soul.
ILOVEYOUSOMUCH&IDIDN'TKNOWHOWTOCHERISH.
Why was I such an idiot, gundu head.

:)

O MY GAWD. I totally forgot it's Pi's birthday today :(
Let's make this an annual thing shall we,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIPI!
You're not my favourite gorilla anymore and my obsession with you has died down
but fair enough since you're one of the longest lasting obsession I had and I kind of miss those times when I was fangirling with Cici :)
Ahh, the good times. They never last long do they?
I'm becomming such a pessimist, such a cynical.
THINGS HAPPEN. I CHANGE TOO.
Fuck you, changes.

Thinking of

2009-04-08T20:30:00.002+08:00

7 DEADLY sins : lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy and pride.

7 blunders of the world :
Wealth without work
Pleasure without friendship
Knowledge without character
Commerce without morality
Science without humanity
Worship without sacrifice
Politics without principle

I just have nothing to post.
Oh, I saw a dead cat today. That has it's head ripped off.
LIKE EEEEEEEEEEEEW.
Ha ha.
Not everyday that you see a dead headless cat.
.....):

I miss you alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot!!
Sian, I dunno what I'm thinking today.

It's been so long...

2009-04-05T15:33:00.005+08:00

LOL back to post about yesterday's 2/4 outing.
Was really, really small-scaled.
Ha ha, more of a '2 + 2 = 4' outing.
Everyone thought that there'd be at least 10 people or something.
Like Natalie, Chengyee they all also will be coming.
But where are you!?!? Natalie!?!?!? Why didn't you come!!!
Ha ha. Anyway, so yeah in the end there were only Maymay, JK, Kennet and I.
Anyway, the guys got earrings while Maymay got sex bands. Ha ha.
I wanted to buy so many things. LIKE SO MANY!
But I didn't because I kept reminding myself that it's reccession now.
LOL. I got 50 bucks extra money from my Auntie by the way. (SO HAPPY TO GET MONEY!)
I used to hate money alot.
Like, it's money everywhere. Urgh.
Oh by the way, FeedIt tells you things. Like, freaky things. That freak me out?
Brrrrrr,

I just updated my playlist with a whole lot of songs.
My dad is singing k in my living room with his wife, his sister and his niece now.
Craaaaazyyyyyyy.
(and they're singing all those hokkien songs!)

To Blog:

2009-04-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,
I am so sorry I can't trust you.
Or should I say, I have never trusted you since the beginning :(
There're some things, I really really want people to know.
Like how I hate it when they're all up in my face acting cute,
or how thankful I am to them when I just have them at my side to tell me it's all okay,
or how damn much I miss them more than anything in this whole wide world.
I mean, you just can't bring out all these emotions.
All the warmth I felt when I was in their arms, all the comfort I get we all cry together, all these mixed feelings I get when I step into school everyday.
I just can't tell you everything.
I'm sorry :(

Love,
Pei.

sian.

2009-04-02T20:42:00.001+08:00

playlist is a little screwed on some songs.
unavailable, so some got deleted away by me.

a bit sian.

today i cried so hard.

2009-04-01T21:44:00.002+08:00

you remember,
the days when you and him were together
do you remember the days when you felt happy because he is smiling.
if you do.
please be happy now too, you can keep waiting, you can still love him
but from the start your love is to see him happy
and he is happy now.
am i right ?

you say such things that save me.

"I'll give my heart to you."

2009-03-31T20:12:00.001+08:00

Eh...today is a really moody day.
I just feel like dying. So much.
The longing to die, it's so strong.
What am I living for?

Halo.

2009-03-29T10:32:00.002+08:00

Halo sounds more like HEYLO.
LOL WHATEVER.
I GOT TAGGED! HEHEHEHSXZSXZSXZSXZSXZ.

RULES: It’s harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real…nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use DIFFERENT answers. You CANNOT use any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Peijun
2. A four-letter word: Poke
3. A boy’s name: Perry
4. A girl’s name: Pauline
5. An occupation: Psychiatrist
6. A color: Pink
7. Something you’ll wear: Pants
8. A food: Pear
9. Something found in the bathroom: Poop
10. A place: Pacific Hotel
11. A reason for being late: "Passed by something shiny."
12. Something you’d shout: PWNED.
13. A movie title: Pirates of the Caribbean.
14. Something you drink: Punch
15. A musical group: Panic at the disco
16. An animal: Penguin
17. A street name: Pony Lane
18. A type of car: PT Cruiser (I searched it on google)
19. The title of a song: Pokerface

I AM SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF WITH MY BAND!
IT'S SO FREAKIN' LAG.
TAKES ABOUT 3871487194714718471 SECONDS TO LOAD GOOGLE.COM !
Fuck it, am I allowed to be pissed?
Man, I'm such a ----

Kiss me through the phone

2009-03-28T23:31:00.004+08:00

My GAWD. My bandwidth T.T
and yes, more pictures :D

went out with Sharon, Shihui and Cici today.
Will probably update more this tmr.
I'm going to bed.

Post edit!:

Hah, yay I'm so geared up to do a detailed post about yesterday!
Wellllll I don't know if I can still remember everything but...
Anyhoo, my toenail is horribly sick! I don't know what happened to it! It's like some virus attacked it or something!
Moving back, met Sharon Cici and Shihui and went to Orchard in search of notebooks yesterday.
So then, we went to Cineleisure and ate at Subway Eat Fresh.
The drink dispenser thing totally reeked of sweat. (almost died while getting Coke!)
Shared the usual with Ronnie, Cici and Shihui shared Terriyaki Chicken (which reminds me of Mr HanateshisomiTERRIYAKISUZUKIHONDACIVIC) LOL that was so out of point but please watch Nihahiga videos!
Went walking around Cine after that but we didn't go up to the 9th storey *tear tear*
Shihui called Didimeng and she just woke up so she decided not to come :(
Finny and Prawn couldn't come too D:
Walked to Taka and played with soft toys,
OH SOFT TOYS!!! THERE WAS THIS AWESOMELY CUTE SLEEPING TIGER THAT LOOKED FRIKIN REAL!
He became my son after that.
He costed a bomb.
Couldn't buy him so I left him back on the shelf and we proceeded to Kino.
Didn't stay long there.
Went to Art-Friends or something. Sharon didn't buy Alevin's birthday present in the end HOHO.
Then we decided to go TANGS for Ronnie's Cocoa Tree.
Then walked over to Fareast.
Walked around aimlessly and stuff,
KFC-ed and Cici was tempting me with her 'Irresistable SNACKERS at irresistable price'
I forgot why Sharon owed me $3.70
Oh yeah it was the Subway.
Anyway, didn't really study much either Hehe.
So I guess this was kind of a walk-and-talk outing.
(I WANT TO BUY CLOTHES I WANT TO BUY CLOTHES!)
Ah, moving on,
things got a little cranky in the train when we were going home.
Expecially that super unglameraou photo of Cici in Ron's phone! HAHA!
Hemm...Went to buy pens after that.
SURPRISINGLY, THE TOTAL COST OF THE PENS REALLY ADDED TO $3.70, RON!
Too bad, she paid for my 'Irresistable Snackers at irresistable price' already.
Nothing else happened I guess.
Oh, some people didn't turn off their lights during the Earth-hour. TSK TSK.
I DID HOR! YAYAYAY ME.
Ha ha w/e.

Quiz from Siyuannie's blog~

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Ehehehehehehehehehe. What.

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
I woke up really early and I don't know why. Must be that weird dream I had the night before HEHEH.

3. Who was the last person who you took picture with?
Should be Shihui, I guess.

4. Would you consider to be spoiled?
Yes I guess. Too spoiled.

5. Would you ever donate blood?
Depends on my mood. And if I'm qualified for it.

6. Do you have a good friend of an opposite sex?
Of course.

7. Do you want someone dead?
Probably not. Hmm... let's see... OH YES MAN. HEHEHEH.

8. What does your last text msg says?
*It's kind of private*

9. What are you thinking of right now?
When am I going to start on homework..... OOH, SHINY....

10. Did you wish someone was with you right now?
Yeah, I feel like going to the librry with someone actually :/ OR ELSE I'LL NEVER DO MY HOMEWORK.

11. When did you go to sleep last night?
11?

12. Where did you bought your t-shirt that you are wearing right now?
IT'S THE STARBUCKS TEE!

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
I don't think so *HELGA*

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
Shihui~

I decided to skip the 2nd part of the quiz cuz they alwas ask the same questions.
I want to go to the library.
It's so hot today!

PWNED

2009-03-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

OMG JUST A NOTHER ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHERE THE FEELING IS BACK BUT I CAINT DO ANYTHING ABOUT THAT BECAUSE WE ALL HAFTAH LEARN HOW TO: 忍

Please don't know what I am talking about.
I'm going to sleep bringing the anticipation and half-hearted mindfulness with me.

Go check out Nigahiga's newest video about 'PWNED'.

Twin sister's birthday

2009-03-26T20:35:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Chio Alevin:

Wahahahaha. Know what? Alevin actually has the same phone as me!
Twin sisters think alike! (although I think he copy me one la... LOL!)
Anyway, alot of pictures:

Hmm... I dont know what to post.
Had pepperlunch with Sharon, Finn, Dimeng, Joyce, Cheryl and the 2/3 guys just now.
My money is spent on something that wasn't intended for it to spend on again D:
Whatever. Reccession. Ha ha, I keep saying that but I'm not doing anything to save money :(
Oh wait... I did! I wanted to eat ice-cream just now but I thought, eh...forget it, save money :D
Ha ha!
Okay, homework and facebook, in case Mdm Chan has moodswings tmr.
She scares me T.T ha ha. But she's quite cute.

Kay, facebook first. Ha, wait. Then I'll never get to homework.
Whatever, bye :D

'

2009-03-24T21:40:00.001+08:00

a cut takes away all the pain.
so painful I wanna cry.
but I've already nothing to cry about.

I haven't do homework yet T.T

2009-03-22T22:04:00.003+08:00

Quiz from Finn's blog.

Spell your name without an E,S,H,I,M,A
PJUN

Are you available?
What available.

What’s your favorite number?
2, 22, 222, 12, 2222...

Favorite color?
Black, white, grey, greeeeeen.

Least favorite color?
Gold?

What are you listening to?
Breakeven - The script

Are you happy with your life right now?
Okay a...

Favorite Subject?
History.

Favorite smell?
Cineleisure's 9th storey. Hehe.

How do you make money?
I'm only spending money.....

Are you outgoing?
Haihao la.

Do you like Big Mac's?
No.

Do you own big sunglasses?
YESYESYES!! HAHAHAHA.

Where do you wish you were right now?
Korea!

What should you be doing right now?
Doing homework. But whatever.

Do you have a crush on anyone right now?
No.

THE CANS:

Can you blow a bubble?
with? saliva? ha ha.

Can you touch your toes?
of course. ha ha.

Can you whistle?
a little.

Can you wiggle your ears?
yea :D

Can you roll your tongue?
no :(

THE DIDS:

Did you ever want to be a doctor?
HAHAHAH I WANT TO ELEVATE LEGS!! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Did you ever receive an engagement ring?
No! LOL!

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
Ha ha. No. Ha ha.

Did you ever swim in the ocean?
Yeah :D

THE DO'S:

Do you believe in God?
Sometimes.

Do you know how to swim?
Yep.

Do you like roller coasters?
Depends.

Do you own a bike?
Not now.

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been to Canada?
No.

Have you ever gone fishing?
Have, damn boring. Hehe.

Have you ever seen a celebrity?
Yeah a couple of times.

Have you ever been on a motorcycle?
No.

THE HOWS:

How much money do you have on you right now?
$0.00 I spent it all T.T

How many cars have you owned?
Dont have car yet.

How many jobs have you had?
Zero T.T

How tall are you?
163 I think.

THE LASTS:

Last person you hung out with?
YongYan, ShuQi (haha), Devin, Gerald, my ah gong, my ah ma, my mum, my dad, ...

Last thing you said out loud?
Forgot.

Last time you ate at McDonalds?
Today. Ha ha.

Last grade completed?
What grade?

Last thing you bought?
Dimeng's present Heehee.

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?
Dunno.

What time did you wake up?
9+ KE LIAN BA! ##&$@(*$@#*&(#!)

What is your favorite car?
Lazy to think.

What is your guilty pleasure?
Slacking. Ha ha.

THE WHOS:

Who is your newest friend you added to Myspace?
Dont have a myspace.

Who is the friend you have known the longest?
Bixia LAODA! :D

Who was your first boyfriend or girlfriend?
Aiyo... Ha ha.

Who did you drink alcohol with the 1st time?
My Uncle and aunty...

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Anyway, played Truth or Dare around Bishan today.

All the 'Call people and confess to them and ask them for stead' dares all I kenna T.T
Jk and Gerald, hehe. Sorry a ^^

I really really dunno how to survive tmr T.T.....
Lao da jiu ming aaaaaaa!~

One Last Kiss - Madina Lake

2009-03-21T19:44:00.002+08:00

_{That's...kinda sad.
It happens when you fall too deep.}

I have totally no photos today!
Whatever, I wasted 90cents D:
ARGH GOOD JOB, JUST WHEN THERE'S RECCESSION.

Anyway, Bixia became my Lao Da ever since camp.
And we're from 'Ying Bang'.
Recently, we joined forces with 'Ruan Ruan Tang' and signed the Treaty of Bra-sailles.
I think our depression is getting from bad to worse. Ha ha.

Laughed a lot today but I'm not having the mood now.
5 for $1.90!
Stupid bunch of fucktards.
Made me waste 90 cents.
Why can't they just sell them at $1.00 like all the other shops.

It tears me up inside to see you.

2009-03-20T21:48:00.003+08:00

It's a life where you find yourself having heart to heart talks,
with the least expected people.

Where you find yourself being backstbbed,
by the least expected people.

Where you lie alone at night dreaming of the least expected people.

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You won't be in my life anymore.
It's like a best friend that died.
I've lost somebody.
I've lost you.

Superhuman ♥♥♥
This song makes... SIGH NEVERMIND.
It seems like I can never finish talking about this problem that I have.
Because it was real I guess.
I was real.

如果有一天，你真的回来了，
我一定会戴着微笑，伸出双手欢迎你回来的。
因为我希望他还在。

2009-03-19T18:19:00.004+08:00

Back from camp~
Photos from before camp:

^~^ Chaaaaa.

Daughter, ChaCha.

I love my daughters, LingLing and ChaCha!~

Lao Da and Ronnie with a yellow pepper (or whatever you call that)

Daughter, LingLing

They are so cute, RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! 8D 8D

Hungry... T.T
有些人真的是...
...让我伤心啊。*sigh*
你以前都是假出来的吧。
Everything you said was bullcrap.
Just lies. LIES.
我不想讨厌你，但你一直做出那些让我讨厌你的动作。
你以为你是谁啊？NOTHING！　什么都不是了！
我讨厌假惺惺。

Things I from camp:
1. I miss riding air bikes under the stars to lose our thighs (yes desperate measures ha ha)
2. I miss the beehoon from the second day D:
3. I miss poking everybody on the ribs. (Diu diu!)
4. I miss my LaoDa and all my XiongDi.
5. I miss my 'Family'. Heheh.
6. I miss sleeping with Waiwai. *blush* (LOL!)
7. I miss telling everybody about the very shuai ge. HAHAHA.
8. I miss all the sec threes getting together and talking. Doesn't have to be gossiping. HEHEHEH.
9. I miss... sigh nvm.

Stole a quiz from Kaixian's blog!

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Don't think so.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Today, LOL over some peanut thing.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Sometimes.

4. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
They are LingLing and ChaCha.

15.5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Of course man! Can I be a boy WAHAHAHA.

6. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
When I'm not feeling lazy a.

7. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
See how.

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
The Milo ball thing.

10. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
If they have shoelaces, I would.

11. THIS IS A FREE ONE, PUT ANYTHING:
什么都不能当的话就sua了吧！你的真面目原来多么的丑。外表好看又怎样

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
*shrug*

13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Their behaviour.

14. RED OR PINK?
Pink

15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
我什么都哭。开心也哭，伤心也哭。我是大哭包 :(

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
老大，歪歪〔ｙｙ〕，Sec threes

18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Blue and not wearing shoes.

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
A little too not over you. (Tells nothing!)

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU be?
White, or black. Purest or the darkest.

21. FAVORITE SMELLS?
Cineleisure 9th storey.

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Momma.

DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Sometimes.

26. FAVORITE FOOD?
Anything that's nice.

27. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Happy endings.

28. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Race to Witch Mountain.

29. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
White.

30. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter.

31. HUGS OR KISSES?
Depends.

32. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Ha ha I don't understand this question T.T

34. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
How to save a life.

35. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
I'm not using a mouse pad.

37. FAVORITE SOUND(S)?
Music.

40. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
Not yet.

41 WHERE WERE U BORN?
KK.

43. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
Ha ha that's still long to come.

Yay I finished it.
Did it nonchalantly truthfully.
I don't know how to feel anymore.
Should I believe?

anxiety.

2009-03-16T09:03:00.002+08:00

A happy birthday to these two below!

And so, here's a birthday post specially requested by Mr. Ang Mo...

Ivan:
Firstly, a very happy birthday to you! Although I've only known you for about a month? Ha ha. Okay 2 months. But yeah, here's what I've found out:
1. Ivan is an emotional guy.
2. He doesn't brush his teeth in the morning until he turns his computer on.
3. He looks like mixed blood but he isn't mixed blood.
4. THAT'S KINDA COOL I WANT BROWN HAIR TOO!
okay the fourth point didn't count.
So anyway, thanks for advising and talking about all those. Things are really hard with everyone like this, this year. And you really hope everyone will be stronger. It's good to know that you've pulled through whatever that has happened and having gone through both situations, I can say that you know how both parties feel and helped me in knowing my situation better. Hope it helps you understand how she feels too. Also, thanks for helping me come up with that plan although it didn't really happen in the end, at least I know there will be people there for me (to help me block) when I need to cry :D Also thank you and wenjie for alwways pulling acts and making everybody laugh, and still got! Thank you for being like a big brother and giving me courage to do something that I thought was really really hard to do. OMG I'm tearing okay I better end this. Ha ha, thank you and enjoy your 15th birthday my fellow cancer patient :)

Lost

2009-03-15T14:21:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!
I just felt like saying that.

Anyway,
currently on my "OHMYGAWD-I'M-SO-ADDICTED-TO-THIS" list is,

1. Lost - Coldplay (yahyahyah I dont know why don't ask me if I prefer the one with Jay Z rapping or not because I don't really care and you're supposed to read this with no fullstops so yeah NO FULLSTOPS!!!!!!!!!! fullstop.)

2. Skinnies

3. Logo/Slogan tees.

4. Hairbands

5. Shopping

I think I am finally becoming a girl! WAHAHAHAHAH.
I'm finally into shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not good cuz, WE'RE HAVING RECCESSION NOW.
How many times have I mentioned this?
RECCESSION! *runs around screaming*

Moving on, here're some pictures I left out:

Here's me with Yanting 8D
the owner of the greatest pink camera phone worshipped by many girls that..er, do not have pink phones?

And here's I, getting raped (squashed actually) by YY and YT. Hoho. My honor 8D

I BOUGHT A STARBUCKS TEE.
(just to attract Shiuanwen)
WAHAHAH. And a pair of skinnies.
:O

I need to read more chinese.
Why don't they sell people that translate chinese books to you? :(

没用的post.

2009-03-14T11:26:00.003+08:00

佩君正在做理解问答！
很闷，所以就来这crap几下。
看见人开心，冰淇淋就会开心。
看见人伤心，冰淇淋就会伤心。
哎哟。。。我在说什么。
我要去IT FAIR买DSLR！！！
还有POLAROID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
但是现在reccession，不能乱花钱 T.T
好啦，去做作业了。
拜~

dreams... seem so far now.

:( ?

2009-03-13T19:30:00.002+08:00

Haha, went to watch Race to Witch mountain today :)
It's quite nice. Just that the theatre was exceptionally cold.
Kinda sad now. Thought alot.
I realized I'm entering a new phase of life.
Where I need to learn how to move on.
Move on from everything. And adapt to different changes from different perspectives.
:O

Yeah. ):

Was it you who spoke the words.

2009-03-12T20:24:00.005+08:00

ZILIAN KUANG!~

WJ says "Must pretend I dunno you taking photo, then I will look cooler." HA HA.

A maaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Jay, Me, Lv Cha.

STARBUCKS!

Adeelyyynnn!

Deyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

YY! Ha ha. 谢谢你！^^ 可爱~

Beccaaaaaaaaaaa! (and wenjie)

ZILIAN KUANG, 是我!!!!!!!!!! Ha ha.

Still have!

They were playing with Jw's hair extends in class!
That was when I found out.... Punjie is so prettayeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D
(If he were to be a girl that is.)
Sadly, I'm not homo TEEHEH.

Ran in the rain with Cici and Dimeng just now!
And Dimeng told us the truth behind Snow White xO xO xO

"Actually, Snow White is a vampire. That's why she's so fair. And has such red lips. The supposedly evil witch is actually kind and is trying to kill Snow White the vampire. That's why she created the poison apple because she knows that vampires like to eat apples. Then the 'Prince' is actually a pervert that likes cold-blooded woman. That's why he kissed her when she was dead. The 7 dwarfs are actually short horny men which explains why they still took Snow White in to live with them even though 7 of them are already cramped in a house. When Snow White ate the apple and was poisoned, the Pevert prince came and kissed her. He was captivated by the beauty of this cold-blooded woman so much so that he decided to buy Snow White from them. While he was paying them a good deal of money, Snow White coughed out the apple and er...well, came back to life?

LOL! This is such a dark version of the original pussy fairytale.
Anyway, I ate gyoza, like finally. I always thought it was digusting :O
HEHE.
Kay, my legs are aching....really badly.
Ah, not only my legs. MY BACK IS ACHING TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I think I 老了 T.T

ooohoh, forgot this:

Mr Eu drew it while we were having our test. Ha ha.

Everybody has to go through someday...

2009-03-11T19:42:00.003+08:00