P.JUN JOURNAL EXIT NOTE XXXX

This is the domesticated vulgaric side of me.

You know the words, so sing along for me baby.



<3

I'm tackling the blues.
Eeeew. Cliche.
I'm not studying.
I'm screwed up.
I'm so screwed up.

I don't think you want to see me so screwed up or maybe you don't give a damn! :)
But if it cuts you further, I just wanna make it clear that it has nothing to do with you although everyone thinks it's so obvious.
I think it's something else but I can't find the words I'm searching for, we shouldn't take pity on others because nobody wants to be looked down on their abilities and their strength.
"Too late, I'm sure", there are more important things for me to look forward to like goals and shit but I don't understand what my future's getting to and right now I just want to dream on forever.


Shihui, your post's full of chinese characters that I don't really understand and I'm too lazy to decipher so gimme and english summary on that next time or something. Ha ha :)


It's so scary thinking that people will leave you one by one as you grow older and older.
So sleep alone tonight.


It's so fucking scary to be alone.


Locking my blog because it's really too deep inside my heart and personal.

Post edit:
Took the whole chunk of emo rant from the bottom of my heart out :)
I posted them on my other blog :)
I guess I'll be posting all my darkest secrets there.
Because I can do that anonymously unless someone find out about it :O